ThErE Is Still A LoVe 4 Me for Who WaNt To Be In LoVe WitH mE!!

saya sayang sayang saya..; )

2011-07-21T16:21:00.000+08:00

hye peeps..

saje menggedik..lama x update sbb tgh stabilkan life...

so,now my life is likt this:

1) baru saje tamat study Degree (Hons) Interior Architecture..;) syukur!!

2) baru saje dapat keje kt Lion Group Companies Sdn.Bhd.(Parkson Grand) as Interior Designer Executive

3) baru saje balik dari jaybee jumpa mak ayah stlh 5 bln x balik mengharungi final semester

4) lama dah knal ngn sayang saya..baru2 mula perhubungan.bnykkan bersabar.sayang dia..hehe

5) past is past , life must go on!!

so..nnt kalau sume dah ok..sy akan update everytime..but this blog still go on!!miss u guys..

take care

love..fieqar

oh my FENDI!!!

2010-07-23T18:06:00.003+08:00

i'm miss my FENDI...

where is he right now???

why he is leaving me???

what is my bad thing that he didn't like me?

who is his new ***** right now???

*sigh

hye peeps...

2010-07-23T17:27:00.004+08:00

hye uols...lama dh x update blog

bkn apa since dh naik semester baru..my whole life getting pack..i have to arrange my timetable so the time not clash to each other..mana nk buat research..mana nk gi site n then a lot of things to do...dgn part-time keje lagi..i have to do 2 work at the same time...desperate to survive my life kt shah alam ni

basically..i'll tell you past 3 weeks what happen in my life...

1st week when the semester started..1st day is monday..but of course tired of watching final world cup..mmg x larat nk bngun gi klas..haha...already satisfied when the SPAIN have go to final and win the champion.for the whole week x pegi klas except for thursday...already proposed the final project to lecturer.and its done.go back to jb...miss all the people..umi n abah..aida..sumela...i'm glad they give me the support when i go to jb...oh thanx goodness

for the 2nd week of July..the whole week is not my good attitude after i decided to not come to the class...agak down skit...biasla..a lot of problem happen...and finally i get a part-time job at SACC mall after class from 6.00 to 9.30..of course tired...but i have to...yg pnting x nk merungut..biarkan my life follow the flow...so back in track i dh gi ke kelas...ada la jugak lopong2..but its ok.mula2 agak payah..but its ok..

so that just a basic....n what i'm proud of myself ialah i have decorate the house..w'pon itu hanya rumah sewa...nntla sy upload picture and sy juga dh buat buku scarp..yeay!!!oh tuhan bgla aku kekuatan menghadapi hidup ini.amin

work done

2010-07-05T03:39:00.000+08:00

hye peeps

finally i get my work done

a) nk decorate rumah n bilik.its done n everyone so excited about the new image.thanx to danny a.k.a sha puleh n also long diva.to jobey ..ko mmg pemalas.sakit ati aku.mcm mana la nk harapkan ko.asyik dok dlm bilik berkurung.buat keje pon mls.sakit ati

b) nk buat scrapbook.although its just beginning, tp xpa.the idea will get smoothly.bnyk sgt angan2 dlm kepala otak ni.yg pnting ada benda yg bagus bole buat.kna rajin skit..baru scrapbook tu lagi meriah

c) update blog.okla.at least skit2 benda tu nk menjadi..hehe.w'pon xda benda yg interesting tp insya-allah at least dpt update..hehe

d)dh x cur kt mirc..hehe

so after this i have to move for a new spirit

a) jaga makan.nk kurus lagi.walaupon org ckp makin kurus, ttp nk kurus lagi

b) nk cantik lagi.means jaga regim kebersihan muka n badan.hehe

c) xnk beli benda yg bkn2.beli bend ayg penting.simpan duit.jimat2 skit

d) nk cari kerja part-time.kna jugak.walaupon before this xdpt.ermm...

e) focus kat study.adoh.takutla.bkn takut nervous.apa la yg akn jadi nnt..erm...

tu je la ..xnk over2 kang sakit lak..hehe.cinta??ada ke cinta utk saya.ceh.hehe

okla..nnt upload pic sy decorate umh n bilik n also the scrapbook.lalalala.gd nite.

xoxo

dear new semester..

2010-07-04T01:54:00.001+08:00

hye peeps..

lama rasanya x update blog..so..i get the idea to type..

while the semester dh nak start..i'm think to have something refreshment yg bole bg semangat skit for preparation nk masuk Part 7 ni..1st of all i need to clearkn my mind supaya x pikir benda2 yg boleh buat sakit kepala.leave it behind.x maula benda2 yg remeh bole buat sakit kepala.pas tu kna change my bad habit yg sblum ni agak teruk.nk start sembahyang.at least buat skit2..lama2 benda tu akan berkekalan.rasa mcm dh xda jiwa.xmaula diri ni lost.hehe.i hope i can start it and do it well.

i'm miss my family.umi.abah.makngah.kak shashsa.lainla rasa.makin lama makin jauh.rasa sedih sgt.x tau knape bole jdi mcm tu..ermm..homesick?maybe.yeah .bnyk benda dh terlalu sgt miss..its ok..i'll try

hope this new semester ni..will go smoothly..i;m hope not hopeless..*sigh

rombongan cik kiah.; )

2010-06-29T05:18:00.003+08:00

dinner time..; )

2010-06-28T22:29:00.002+08:00

hye peeps
lama x update..sbb ari sabtu pegi kenduri kahwin kt umh siska.abg dia kahwin.hehe.pulak internet lembab n slow so sgt ssh nk update.ceh.padahal mls sbnrnya.so sabtu tu after balik dari kenduri trus balik umah.mata dh ngantok.kenyang.so tido time.mlm tu ingt nak tgk movie 'Sex & the City 2'..but masing2 xda moodla.ada kejela.so just lepak kt umah n tido.but mlm tu..kuar jugak.browsing and gigling around kat dataran.bosan.haha.balik pagi2 buta trus mengedit gmbr.pic kahwin kt umh siska..hehe.
just on sunday & monday...no activities..boring.still ganti puasa yg x abis lagi.at nite lepak kt umah izni ngn eqin sbb diarunk nak masak utk dinner.yeay.kenyang.thanx syg.i love u so much.izni,i'm sory.sometimes my emotion turn upside down cause of unstabil hormone.hehe.i kalau bole nk slalu nk lepak ngn u.i suke gelak ngn u.gosip ngn u.mcm2 la...anthing i'm happy with u.thnx being a great friend with me.i love u so much
so nnt upload pic keje kawin kt blog ni.tunggu ya.muah.xoxo

what a Goal!!

2010-06-26T01:35:00.002+08:00

hye peeps..

just came back watching football match.Pelita restaurant jadi saksi kami menjerit bagai nak gila sbb Portugal vs Brazil are just 0-0..oh em gee!!bola mmg bulat.sbb tu sgt susah nak goal..haha..btw..agak stress and upset sbb my hero x berjaya goalkn the game.its ok..other chance..hahawish good luck for Portugal.after the match..bantai mkn nasi lemak kt Berkeley Nasi Lemak,Klang..dh kenyang..ala2 high nk termuntah..heading to 411 and want to get a beautiful sleep sbb esok nk gi kenduri kahwin abg Siska..have a sweet dream.nite.xoxo

portugal oh portugal

2010-06-25T20:46:00.003+08:00

can't wait for the match tonite!!

oh em gee!!

Portugal vs Brazil

dh mcm final World Cup plak

papepon 2 2 team..all the best!!

so..hurry with faz n jobey..to watch the match!!

later update

xoxo

Go Portugal !!

putrajaya..!!

2010-06-25T04:43:00.003+08:00

hye peeps..

yess..after dinner ari ni..trus pecut gi Putrajaya sbb nk try new place utk karaoke kt Alamanda after di suggest by Fahim...but before that

happy birthday nadya shafirah abdullah!!

lupa plak nak wish dia birthday..nnt kt celebrate bday k...syg kamu!!

so bile dh smpai sana..1st destination..trus gi karaoke..okla..tmpt dia pon cantik..nnt upload pic time karaoke sbb picture kt Faz..huhu..after 2 am gerak gi Darus kat Subang..lepak citu jap..cuci mata sume...around 4 am gerak balik umah.tunggu monsieur Fendi x dtg pon..arh biarlah..mls nk layan

now time for sleep...dh penat.kna bangun awal sbb esok nk tgk wind orchestra kat Seremban sbb kna teman dia tgk competition.bagi support kat adik dia..huhu..okla nite.muah!!!xoxo...

today is wednesday

2010-06-23T20:16:00.002+08:00

hye peeps...

so baru pas buka puasa trus ngadap pc...x mandi lagi..malas nak mandi.xda mood.laa...ntahla..kejap ada kejap xda.mcm biskut plak..hehe..tgh lepak2 kt umah...my junior pon dtg,shah..lepak ngn i...borak-borak lama x jumpa..hehe..while waiting for amy ngn tina...ktrunk nk buat scrapbook..hehe..nk decorate wall x abis lagi..pilih pic pon x lagi..tp xpela..at least they all ada meriah skit..and then thanx jobey for the dinner..

well after i update blog smlm..ramai yg tanya sape tu monsieur FENDi..haha..biarlah rahsia

portal student pon agak lmbt utk di buka.lastly dpt jugak register course.group A pon group A la..its ok...

so mlm ni nk check out aktiviti apa nk buat...yg pentin gkna mandi dlu..

hikksss,,,

*sigh.fuhh.; (

2010-06-23T04:50:00.005+08:00

monsieur FENDI

1.ngigau apa?

2.ok.br bgn tido.rindu kat u

3.blum.tlg masak ar

4.u buat pe?

5.ok

6.kat curve.minum.tunggu world cup

7.kat kelana jaya.baru pas minum

8.x tau lg.mabuk la syg.mcm x larat je

9.ok syg.i keje ni.u buat pe?

10.ok je.rindu la kat u

11.dah mkn?

12.dah.mkn mee rebus

13.u nanti u free ble x massage i.badan lenguh la

14.kat ofc lg

15.ye.kat umah.esok la.letih la syg

16.jap.i tgh minum ni.ngan member

17.u buat pe-?

18.u buat pe?

19.kat luar nagn member

20.i mabuk tau

21.u buat pe?

22.xde pe.br blk keje.kat umah

23.tido.mabuk

24.jap

25.ye

26.mlm ni.tp nk tgk bola jap

27.nak.otw

28.u buat pe?

29.kat umah gak.argentina tgh leading 2-1

30.blum.kenyang lg.rindu kat u

31.nape u rindu i?u kan bnyk bf

32.ye.nape?

33.x tau lg.nape?

32.nape x mkn?

33.mana ada kacau.i pn tgh lepak minum ni.ngan member

34.minum teh la syg.hari ni x mabuk

35.syg

36.umah.letih la syg

37.ntah.apa ek?

38.x mandi lg la.busuk.mls nk mandi

39.esok la syg.dh baring ni

40.tgh tgk tv

41.nape u syg i?nak tau jgk

42.bg la tau syg.

43.alamk marah pulak.ok.gd nite.take care.miss u

44.rindu kat u

45.kat ofc lg

46.ye.nape.tgh minum ni.tgk bola.jap g i dtg k

47.syg.i mabuk ni.kalau i jumpa u mabuk2 ok kan?

48.lambat ckit ye.tgh tgk bola

49.syg kalau i sampai lambat ble k?takut u tido plak

50.lambat ckit

51.k.jap.lambat ckit

52.luv u

53.kul 4 ble syg?

54.esok keje.ngan member lg ni.member x bg blk.diaorang x abis minum lg

55.k

56.mana u tau?

57.jap gi i blk

58.br nk blk syg.nak hantar member jap.ble tunggu k?

59.i otw blk.u nk mee k?

60.i otw.i busuk k

61.syg buka pintu

62.u x kejut i syg.kan i dh lambat masuk keje

63.mana de marah.syg lg ada la

64.ok je.ada ngigau x?

65.ada function syg.tgh minum ngan member.mabuk la syg

66.jap g i dtg jumpa u

67.ok.jap.mkn jap

68.sory br bgn tido.u kat ne?

69.blum lg.miss u too

12 JUNE - 22 JUNE 2010

senyap.mati.lesu.mampos.tiada jawapan

~~ lelaki mmg sial ~~

deco oh deco

2010-06-23T04:34:00.001+08:00

nk bilik mcm ni..since i dh duduk sorg2 kt bilik ni..

nk deco dinding tu bagi meriah skit..

yeah..w'pon umah sewa..xpela yg penting x gloomy n boring

esok bngun tido nk wat cm tu.ceh.

tata

suka sgt

2010-06-23T04:26:00.000+08:00

i love this blog sgt2!!rajin2 la melawat :

http://ekspresitekananjiwa.blogspot.com/

happy

2010-06-23T04:16:00.003+08:00

hye peeps..

just came back from dinner around 12..with fazyana & jobey.we had fun.talk.gossiping.laughing.such a good nite.at least can release my lonely and emptiness.fuh..thanx darl.love u buddies.

btw abg fairuz kind a lost to found the Andaman Seafood at 24.fuhh..nasib baik x bad mood

after that move to The Candles at ss17.teman abg fairuz mkn.soup.huhu.talk.gosssip lagi.okla.teman dia.huhu

balik smpai umah..gossiping n pillow talk ngn fazyana.fuh..i'm wish the best for her with farhan.huhu.i love faz

so now time to sleep.eh!!update blog jap..haha..konon rajin now.xpela.at least ada gak entry nak tulis

time tgh update blog ni..browse pic amirul kat german.bestla..1 day..i must go there

p/s:thanx zafirah hanis n hellena for the approval at facebook.i love ur blog.muah.

sudah..sudah

2010-06-22T18:57:00.002+08:00

cuti semester ni..bknnya duduk kt umah sendiri..but duduk kt umah sewa

x ke sedih?

dhla x dpt wat keje part-time.sudah2.jgn salahkan sesape.diri sndiri tu betulkan dlu

uiks...

x kisahla..so time cuti semester ni ingt nk buat something yg berguna.tau2.mirul dh gi jerman.xpela

now tinggal sorng2 kt umah.nasib ada pinang.okla skit.jobey pun baru dtg cni.okla tu.xla rasa alone sgt.alone2 pon.ttp nk ada peneman.ceh!!

xda maknanya la tu..sudah-sudah

skrg yg penting.jgn pikir pasal dia lagi.pasal jantan.shuddap!!release ur mind

stop the mirc.haha.keja halal lagi bagus.sudah-sudahla tu.

kau tu pandai.guna sebaiknya.ni buat revision France language ko tu.kata nk gi oversea.biar ok skit.hiks

sudah-sudah jgn wat benda bukan2..ceh..hehe

LOL..; )

new spirit

2010-06-22T18:43:00.002+08:00

ok..dh semangat skit lepas dh update blog..tukar template baru

nak menulis sbb bosan & xtau nak wat pape

browse punya browse..org lain punya blog

dpt inspiration & ada spirit baru

1. nk update blog hari-hari..sbb mcm terluang skit masa..itupon bile dh x busyla..pas ni cuti dh abis..study dh start..ttp akan try utk update.ceh

2. nk kasi ceria skit 'mansion 411' ni..since amirul dh pindah jerman.jobey pon x tau lagi nk duduk situ ke x..so..bagi ceria skit umah ni..xla lesu sgt

3. nk busykan diri..nak cari part - time job..iyelah tu

so..xnk bnyk sgt nk buat.biar skit.asal jadi.

huhu

buat2 happy slalu

for Amirul Dzarif Kerya Bahari 2

2010-06-15T17:24:00.003+08:00

Dear Amirul Dzarif Kerya Bahari

Form 1..2000

I ingt lagi masa tu first time i nmpk u berlari nak pergi mana dpn skolah EC...i baru smpai nk pergi sekolah waktu tghari.Masa mula2 masuk i x knal sesiapa pon.tapi i dh knal ammar,nazri bajuri...azlika..i nmpk u i trus tegur 'amirul nampak azlika x?u pon jwb ' x nmpkla'...tu 1st i tegur u n i rasa happy sgt sbb dpt menambah knalan baru...pas tu agak lama lepas cuti pertengahan penggal dari situ kite dh knal sbb klas u ngn i sblh2 je..i 1 bestari u 1 akas.u,nazri,ammar,izzudin pendek 1 kelas..tp u agak rapat ngn izzudin pnjng ngn lutfi..hehe...

Form 2..2001

masa ni kite dh knal rapat..i ingt lagi 1st time u ajak i dtg umh u..pagi2 lagi dh pegi umah u.masa mula2 dtg tu..i ckp besar betul umh dia ni..i jumpa ur mom,auntie liza.masa tu ur mom tgh lipat baju.i pon kna lipat baju...bermula la episod baru i knal ngn ur family.auntie sgt baik...even i rasa mcm my mom...kite pon slalu gi cs,u blanja makan.pizza,sushi..mcm2 la..kalau order piza tu mesti order yg bnyk punya..haha..x bole blah...pas tu kite suke tukar2 jam tangan..i ingt lagi...bile waktu rehat kite rehat sama2....u 2 cendekia..i 2 akas..1 klas ngn ammar,nazri..izzudin pendek...masa form 2..kite dh knal ngn hilman...sbb dia masuk band..ingt lagi time ni kite apply sama2 masuk band jugak...meninggalkan PBSM yg berkawad panas2 buta tu..x sanggup..haha

Form 3..2002

yang ni i rasa moment yg paling best skali time waktu sekolah..kite 1 kelas..u,ammar,nazri,hilman ngn i 1 kelas..i duduk sblh hilman n azlika.u sblh nazri,ammar..tp bile pn.christina tukar tempat duduk..i still duduk sblh hilman.hilman sblh ammar.u duduk sblh sape ntah nama bdak tu..tp sblh i..ingt lagi u x suke duduk sblh bdak tu sbb u kata dia senyap..dlm kelas kite suke wat keje gile..scanning senior2..kacau bdak lalu lalang tpi kelas..kite duduk tpi tingkap pas tu nmpk jason kna lempang ngn pn normalah..haha..mcm2 la...time dlm band..kite masuk comp..wat perfomance..sumela..practice sama2...sblum gi practice kt mkn kt syahbandar..pas tu balik practice gi cs...jalan2 dlu..baru balik umh...keje berjalan je..smpai umh lmbt ckp kite ada latihan la..haha

Form 4..2003

u ngn i 1 kelas...kelas sains kejuruteraan..amik LK ngn TK yg sgt boring..i pon x tau nape bole amik aliran tu..time TK je boring...dhla cikgu saiful tu suara garau..x bole blah..pas tu..kite sama2 wat LK..kelas LK dhla abis lmbt..hilman kelas sebelah..sama2 ngumpat time cikgu xda..tp i rasa form 4 paling boring..kite dlm kelas pon duduk sama2..ngumpat..gossip..paling i x bole lupa u suke tulis surat nk bagi adik u tu la..hamzah..hehe

Form 5..2004

tahun ni kt dh get prepared utk SPM..masing2 dh serius fokus kt SPM..ye ke???haha..kite still dlm band..perfomance sana sini.u asyik x masuk kelas kimia sbb ada show nyanyi..ingt x pn.mardiah marah u time tu..pas tu cikgu zaiton jaga kelas kite 5 akas..dok tpi meja kite asyik ngumpat je...haha..paling sedih masa last paper SPM tu kite main kejar-kejar kt dpn skolah konon cm suke dh abis SPM padahal blur2 lagi pas SPM nak buat apa...after paper SPM..smntara nk tunggu result i keje kt sushi king..u tau2 dh masuk PTPTL..amik LAW..terkejut i..i terpaksa masuk form 6 ngn hilman..tapi u masuk kolej tu x lama...so dpt kite jumpa balik

2005

I dh masuk UITM Perak...hilman dh masuk UIA...yg lain2 usme dh bwk diri..Ammar dh gi Melaka...Syafik gi Kedah...matriks...u pon tgh apply masuk UITM..ingt lagi kite gi UITM shah alam nk check resukt UPU...nama u rupanya ada..kite gi malam..esoknya kite dh balik jb...lepas u dh masuk UITM Shah Alam...lama kite x jumpa..agak 1 tahun..i pon kat perak..tp kite still keep in touch..

2006

1 tahun x jumpa u adalah tempoh yg lama...1st kite jumpa kt Laqueen time tu..x bole blah kat situ gak kite jumpa...i rasa rindu sgt kat u...peluk u cm nak gile!!mcm x caya jumpa u balik..iyelah u pon bz study kt UITM tu...pas tu kite tido umah Arif mlm tu...esoknya u balik awal sbb u ada apa ntah..paper ke or show..i x ingt..i hope after that dpt jumpa u algi..

2007-2008

u jarang balik jb..sbb u bz kat UITM ..show,study..so bile u balik time raya dpt la jumpa u..slalu kite berborak..u citer masalah u..ingt lagi u balik mesti tukar style rambut..paling i suke..rambut cm butang tu...tu mmg stylo..gile cool..pas tu dlm tempoh ni...kite still berjumpa..cuma tu la..paling i tunggu if u balik jb..kejap pon jadila..nk jugak jumpa u..iyela..u suke balik jb cuci kaki...haha..ada paling best mlm ni smpai jb esok pagi u dh balik shah alam semula...

2009

time i keje jap after abis diploma...u tgh praktikal..i ingt lagi u call u penat...jalan kaki ke tmpt praktikal..kite slalu chat..webcam sume...curi2 ni time keje..u slalu call i..i pon ada ckp u i nk futher masuk shah alam..finally dpt gak masuk uitm shah alam..mula2 i x duduk ngn u..but after that..i serumah ngn u,aida,kak long,jobey,maya.....mcm family dh..i knal bdak2 muzik pon sbb u..u yg knalkan i(faz,siska,azam,pinang..sekadar menyebut beberapa nama)pas tu sempat lagi i join u punya showcase.macam2 la...i rasa kalau u pegi jerman ni..i x knal diarunk lagila i gile..haha...pas tu jual hotdog sama2..asyik nangis je hotdog ilang kna curikk..haha..x bole blah...ada hikmah sgt bile masuk shah alam ni...ngah ..thanx sbb bantu i hidup kt shah alam ni..

2010

this year is quite though..xda apa lagi yang boleh i ckp...lepas ni..i kna teruskan idup jugak..walaupon u pegi 3 bln..tp i rasa u dh kt negara orang..x sama..apa yg i bole ckp...bnyk sgt pengalaman , suka-duka..,ketawa..nangis sama2..even hilman,ammar,syafik,raimi...kite ttp lagi bersama...walaupon jauh..tp di hati tu tetap x bole lupa..apa yg i bole cakap..u jagala diri baik2..do the best for your future...slalula keep in touch ngn kami..n blog ni la medan utk i luahkan apa yg i rasa..apa yg i fikir...i harap kite still berkawan..all the best for your life..insya-allah

...love u dearest Ngah....

xoxo

15 June 2010

6.00 pm

411 mansion..

for Amirul Dzarif Kerya Bahari

2010-06-15T15:43:00.004+08:00

Dear AMirul Dzarif Kerya Bahari

15 June 2010

...hari ini terasa kosong...bangun tidur rasa seperti ada kehilangan yg amat sgt..buat kali pertama dalam hidup aku..terasa seperti jiwa kosong.Dalam fikiran aku, adakah betul 'ngah' akan pergi meninggalkan Malaysia..memulakan hidup baru di Frankfurt,Jerman.Jauh tu..Pelbagai persoalan bermain di fikiran aku..Macam mana dia nak makan, belajar atau bekerja di sana.Siapa yg akan menjaga dia..siapa yang akan tengokkan dia..Dia selamat ke kat sana...Sudahla perjalanan memakan masa yang lama..adakah dia pasti dengan keputusannya..

Walauapapun, keputusan telah dicapai.Dengar cerita tiket semua dh ada dan dia mmg betul akan meninggalkan Malaysia. Dengan sepenuh hati dan keyakinan yang ada, mmg Amirul Dzarif Kerya Bahari akan pergi ke German.Itu bukan mimpi tapi realiti...Saat blog ini ditulis, apa yang ada dalam fikiran aku ialah aku berdoa segalannya akan selamat dan semoga Tuhan memberkati hidupnya di sana...

Ngah,

12 June 2010

Pada mulanya u bgtau u akan pergi ke German...i hanya mampu tersenyum atau ketawa..Gila ke nak pergi terlalu cepat u nk gi sana?tapi best juga dapat pergi tempat orang.Mmg impian u nak gi oversea n i tau mmg u dh x sabar.Tapi takkan begitu cepat??Dhla u pergi lama..paling kurang 3 bulan & u balik lepas raya...Macam mana tu...i xtau nk ckp apa...jadi i just agree je ngn keputusan u tu..iyelah bile lagi .dhla peluang dpn mata..xkan u nk lepaskan mcm tu je..tapi still lagi fikiran i bercampur-baur..i tgk muka u..i rasa sedih.so i rasa i diamkan diri je..sbb dlm hati i ..sgt sedih, pedih ,mcm kaca jatuh kat lantai..i x mampu utk berkata apa-apa...11 tahun kite knal..jadi kawan baik..sahabat ..adik-beradik pas tu u pergi mcm tu je...mmg i sedih...but i fikir..ala,u ni main2 je...

13 June 2010

Mmg betul apa yg i teka, rupanya u mmg dh nekad..tengahari tu kite pegi jumpa abg Fairuz.amik along kat kl sentral...pas tu kite gi lunch ngn abg fairuz, along kt ampang..I ingt lagi u kata nasi kandar pelita tu sedap.tapi u x mkn nasi.alergik katanya..haha...i pon mmg dh lapar..mknla nasi kandar tu..okla rasa dia...biasa je..tgh mkn tu..u ckp lagi pasal nk gi jerman..dlm hati i..bole x jangan citer lagi..i dh sanggup nk dgr...i x mau citer2 tu bole rosakkan kesedapan memakan nasi kandar...haha...nntla dlu...biar i abiskan dlu mkn nasi kandar..pas mkn i pow rokok semporna u...lepas ni dh x bole curi2 rokok semporna u masa u tido..haha...tp kan ngah..i simpan je perasan sedih tu..i xnk ckp..i nak halang u pergi tapi i x mampu sebab..i sedih..i gembira...sume tu bercampur-baur n bermain dlm fikiran i...tapi i x tau la apa yg bermain kat fikiran u...lepas makan tu kite hantar abg fairuz kt hotel flamingo sbb dia ada show kt situ kul 2..before abg fairuz naik ke lobi..dia dh nangis...mata merah peluk u..i ketawa kecil.'abg,jgn nangis..jap lagi ada show'...i x tgk time tu..sbb takut nangis sama..so i ketawa je...haha

5.00pm

sume dh ada kt Mcd.u,along,faz,siska,fahim,faz ngn i...time tu dh gelak ketawa..mcm org gila...haha..Pinang pun ada..sbb dia keje MCd ss 2 tu...siska mcm x fhm knapa tetiba i aktif..padahal tadi before gi Mcd ..mcm org gile tolak keta faz sbb abis bateri..Dh settle tukar bateri kereta baru...cpt2 kami gi MCd sbb takut u nak balik jb awal...kalau dzayani balik segamat lmbt..xla u kelam kabut nk balik jb..baik2 balik jb ngah,,,drive elok2..i x ikut balik jb sbb i tgh tunggu offer keja kat cni..lagila i sedih tinggal sorng2...mmmm.....dh borak-borak sume jam dh tunjuk kul 5.30..u pun nak gerak takut lmbat time balik jb...before balik tu semua org dh peluk u...wish u all the best..i xnk peluk u dlu..sbb i xnk tgk muka u..i sedih..tapi i kna peluk jugak sbb u dh nak balik jb...masa ni..i dh x bole ckp apa..i mcm nak jerit ' NGAH , TLG JANGAN PEGI,PLZZZ'....tapi i tau xkan mcm tu plak...dh mcm apa plak ni..so i pon peluk je u...i dh x tahan..air mata i dh turun...turun dgn laju...i peluk u kuat2...i sedih...ngah nape u pegi jugak..ngah i miss u sgt2.....ngah..i sayang u..friendship forever...jaga diri ok...u pon tinggalkan kami..

11.30pm

Malam tu kat Ole-ole..faz,siska ngn fahim sibuk berkaraoke..i x nyanyi sbb suara i x sedap..so i just tgk je mereka berkaraoke..lagipon cm xda mood...tiba i teringt u suka nyanyi lagu aizat ngn faizal tahir...lagila i x bole blah i nangis jugak...kat situ jugak i nangis lagi ...i mcm biarlah,,,sbb i teringt kat u..mlm tu siska teman i tido kt umah..i x bole tido...tapi sbb badan dh penat..otak pun letih..i tido jugak...

to be continue....

put the ring on it...

2010-06-09T21:03:00.004+08:00

baru-baru ini.aku dapat rasakan yang aku sudah tidak ada 'soul'..aku pun x tahu mengapa terjadi mcm itu..tgklah ayat yg aku buat ni pon dh xda jiwa..sumenya kosong..blank..aku dapat rasakan dh tiada lagi jiwa kegembiraan dalam diri aku...yg ada hanyalah momen2 sedih dan lesu dalam hidup diri aku...aku dapat rasakan yang aku seperti tidak bersemangat, ketakutan utk keluar dari rumah..kepompong hidup...kadang2 emngalami halusinasi...apa yg terkeluar dlm diri aku hanyalah kesepian, kedukaa, kesakitan, kehampaan..aku pon x tahu mengapa sume ini bole terjadi pada diriku...semakin aku dewasa lebih kepada mengalami kesedihan dalam diri..

tiada apa yg dapat menggembirakan setakat ini jika semua beban yg ada dalam hidup aku dan keluargaku dapat diselesaikan...tak semua yang aku nak dapat..x semua yg aku minta akan dipenuhi...agak sakit utk memikirkan semua tapi itulah ketetapannya..aku agak terkilan...

sepi..

2010-06-09T20:36:00.003+08:00

sepi

itu terasa hangat di kala sunyi

bagaikan menyucuk diri bila keseorangan

itu ku rasa menikam diri

di kala engkau meratap hiba

sepi

itu bagaikan derita

bagaikan sumpahan tatkala engkau egokan diri

menjadi pedoman diri ini mati sendiri

sepi

membuatkan aku menipu diri

berpura-pura gembira

hakikatnya engkau adalah engkau

tiada siapa yg memahami diri engkau

sepi

engkaulah teman sepanjang hayat

precious gift..

2009-06-30T13:40:00.002+08:00

there are my precious gift from God..

front from left : naufal,kandryx,arif eddy,nazri azmy

2nd row from left : sharul,aidil,fadhil,me,hilman,khairy anuar,amirul,fieda

credit to arif for this picture..; )

birthday bash!!!

2009-05-26T14:44:00.009+08:00

at least dptla mkn cake time my b'day..

thanx for everyone..

love u...

i'm lovin it....McDonald!!!

2009-05-14T12:11:00.004+08:00

hye everyone...

quite a long time for me didn't not update my blog because i don't have any idea to do that..

so envy with my buddies tell their stories..what's hot in your wardrobe..what is the recent activities that daily update...

but its ok because for me..i just want to tell my great pleasure having fun with my officemate take a peek at Mcdonald..para pap pap....LOL

well..this entry is not because i want to win iPhone for this competition

but the main reason is i love Mcd..; P

so all of us enjoy ourself have a lunch at 12.30 p.m (13th May) (of course i love McD because of McValue Lunch..thanks!!!)

so i decided to order BigMac...w.o.w!!its quite large for me..of course i'm hungry..

n we order 3 BigMac..chicken porridge...fillet of fish n my lovely yummy Sundae chocolate..

enjoy our lunch..camwhoring..gossipping..scanning n wte...

all of us have a great moment...

thanks for Mcd for this pleasure and please pick up me as your winner!!*sigh

muaaahhhh...McDonald..: )

LIPICE CONTEST 2009

2009-05-12T18:25:00.002+08:00

vote for them..

make their star become bigger

gd luck!!!

; P

makan2 di McDonald!!!

2009-05-12T18:17:00.002+08:00

hye everyone...

lamanye blog ni bersawang..

dh xnk buang masa ..nak mula update la..gituuu

ok..jgn buang masa..cpt2 masuk competition ni..

so..slalula singgah blog saya ye..

nntkan entry baru mkn2 di mcdonald..

okie dokie

vote for me..daaa

GUESS FOR SALE!!!

2009-03-17T19:10:00.006+08:00

interested??

GUESS PURSE

GOOD CONDITION,ORIGINAL

RM100

PLZ CALL :012-3480064 (ZILA)

SETIAWANGSA,KL

THANK YOU!!; )

ANU DALAM BOTOL

2009-03-17T19:08:00.001+08:00

HYPE..

ENJOY THE PICT!!!!

oh-so-whatever-freaking-damn!!!

2009-02-28T12:04:00.004+08:00

hype

when i woke up this morning,a lot of thinking in my mind...

what am i possibly do for this morning...

from uji house...i went to office...

in front of PC..i click to blogspot.com..a long time moment i'm not update my blog..

don't have any idea to talk about at my blog..seriously i'm interested to read others blog compare to my blog...

i don't have a strong idea or substance reason to shout to others people..make them visit to my blog..dush!!!

*1st-just thinking of my buddies...ammar..
*2nd-totally desperate for my future...how to survive?
*3rd-so bored at office...dush!!

ketika itu.....TERINGAT KENAGAN INDAH...; )

2009-02-27T16:21:00.006+08:00

fall/winter choice..; )

2009-02-04T13:03:00.005+08:00

peeps...sukeq2!!!

hikss!!!

: )

p/s:credited to topshop

fashion today!!; )

2009-02-04T12:41:00.001+08:00

effortless moss - by fieqarfatamorgana on Polyvore.com

VOTE FOR MASKULIN 09

2009-02-04T09:41:00.003+08:00

HYPE..

don't forget to buy MASKULIN FEB '09 and vote for

THE FINALIST FOR PENCARIAN LELAKI MASKULIN 08/09!

AZREL ISMAIL

PEEPS!! NEED YOUR VOTE FOR THIS COMPETION JUST TYPE (MASKULIN UNDI 11) TO 32088! PLEASE VOTE FOR THIS GUYS!

fashion art

2009-01-17T12:05:00.003+08:00

pop chunky couture by fieqarfatamorgana

gothic chic by fieqarfatamorgana

hype peeps!!this are my trial to create my dream clothline...thanx to polyvore.com..; )

....suddenly it happen..!!

2009-01-12T18:10:00.001+08:00

miss him so much...ahaks..!!

p/s:x tau dia mcm mana skrg..

12012009

2009-01-12T14:56:00.002+08:00

hype uols...
today..mcm biasa..stp ari menatap keje2 design nih..but adala benda yg i wat research..
1st psl registration MUET...nk amik dis year before further degree nnt..insya-allah
pas 2 planning raya cina nk wat apa ek..but i kna settlekan I.C i tuh..renew driving license...pas 2 register utk loan MARA..
mm...mcm2 i planning ..but i takut je sume x jd..so knala plan btul2..
now..perasaan bercampur-baur: sedih+gembira+bosan+rindu+gersang..haha
ntahla x sangka mcm2 benda terjadi..tabahkan hati
but i'm really miss everyone..
cuma masa je yg menentukan...
mmm..muah2!!

sukeq!!

2009-01-12T14:46:00.003+08:00

black skinny jeans,print-tee shirt,black pump

grey skinny jeans,print-tee shirt,black suede pump
pinstripe top,white-wash jean,fur-vest,leather boots

lolita shades,faded blue-wash jeans,top,ankle-boot

harem black pants,cashmere cardigan,tote,fab shades

credit to polyvore.com..

p/s: nak cri style baru...poket je kering..hikss!!bak kata mai..if kt pkai baju baru..seri 2 akn terpancar..hehe : )

daylife...nightlife..social life...bitchlife...

2009-01-10T09:57:00.005+08:00

hype...
uols..
dh masuk minggu 1 tahun baru..dh nk abis dh..
actually i just nk bgtau my life getting sucks...
hehe..

my daylife routine are bangun pagi...pegi office..dok dpn pc...ngadap keje..ngadap fuckin' bos...lunch..balik umah..tido...

my nightlife is no more..dh lama i x jd jht...clubbing...cik cur..scanning..sume dh xda..yg ada hanyalah balik keje sambil dicarut budak2 bastard kat area umah i time jln kaki..benci!!

my social life...mmm..no comment...lngsung xda..teringin gak jd socialite..haha..angan2..malasla nk pikir...telan air liur dalam2 la uols...bak enggang ngn pipit...

my bitchlife...i rindu kat jejanz yg kandoo...matila..haha..bosanla uols..dok dlm opis nih..xda yg kandoo pon..hehe(mostly ramai pompuan..manala ada jejanz yg kandoo..ada pon gayboy vehangan je...sorry apiez..: )..so if i ada terserempak ngn mana2 jejanz yg elok...i just scanning dri jauh je..gitu..!! ( cik cur on9 je uols..puas ati )

mm...i nak vehangan skit..this are my schedule 4 dis mont...gitu

09 - 11 Jan : Youth Event
13 Jan : cleaning Project File/Documentation
15 Jan : CNY Sale at The Girl Next Door...
18 Jan : KLPac Open Day & AJL 2008
21 Jan : Mods Design cleaning session
22 Jan : Holiday time..Chinese New Year
23 Jan : Plan for vacation...with buddies!!

okla...xoxo

......noktah.....

2009-01-07T15:08:00.003+08:00

hype

penat uols sbnrnye dok dpn pc kat opis ni...penat+stress+benci...

ntahla..aku x tau apa yg aku nak dlm life aku nih sendiri..aku takut nng future aku yg x pasti..samar2..although aku ada segulung diploma tp x ke mana if aku sendiri yg x berani utk buat decision n berani tanggung risiko utk survive life aku yg hampeh ni.ceh, ckp mmgla sng...bnyk org yg terpaksa korbankan cita2 semata2 tuntutan hidup yg mencabar
kaedahnye aku kat cni bkn nak berleter atau utk mengeloh psl diri aku yg ntah pape ni..but just utk bgtau perasaan aku,fikiran aku yg biol..yg ntah pape..ntahla.aku pon x phmla..
muka makin buruk.bdn dh mcm tong dram..kulit makin kasar..sekali tgk dh mcm ungka dh..kekadang aku malu nk tgk diri aku ni..bkn nak salahkan Pencipta..but mmg diri aku dh worst smpaikan org tegor " ko kna tumbuk ke kat mata..lebam dh mcm bok miah.."
aku x taula bila aku boleh berpuas hati ngn apa yg aku ada..mmg x puas hati pon..x bersyukur btul aku ni...
dpt aku fikirkan balik..bnyk benda berlaku since aku abis study from perak nih...

firstly..mak aku sakit mata..dh operation..now dia tgh berehatkan diri..tp 1 fact yg mmg dh lama aku knalpasti..antara my mom n aku..ktrunk x penah aman..asyik gaduh je..aku pon xtau nape..mmg sumpahan agaknyer...mana2 org aku duduk..mesti ktrunk x pnah baik..aku sygkan mak aku 2..tp ada je benda yg kt gadohkan..ari ni baik..esok gaduh..ntahla...kdg2 aku malu ngn diriku bila tgk org lain ok je ngn parents dia..aku ni mcm x dpt kasih sayang ngn mak aku walaupon dia mak tiri aku..tp dia dh bela aku sejak kecik lg..sejak aku umur 3 tahun...maybe salah aku gak..aku jnis yg x suka dgr leteran org..

secondly...aku dilupuskan dalam hidup seorg bestfriend yg aku syg sgt..aku x sangka finale segalanyer adalah seperti apa yg berlaku..rasa spt x pecaya apa yg aku terima sume 2...mmg dia nekad utk lupuskan aku dlm hidup dia..dia dh x mau langsung ada hubungan atau berkawan dgn aku..kiranya dia dh x kenal aku lg pas ni..kiranya semua memori dgn aku hapus sama skali..semunaya dh xda pape..punca utama dari perselisihan faham yg boleh di selesaikan bersama tapi disebabkan ego yg terlalu tinggi...dia langsung x maafkan aku..sedikit pon xda rasa kemaafan itu di lubuk hati dia malah dia masih lagi berbangga ngn diri dia yg dirasakan agung itu..entahla..aku pon dh x mau utk mengutuk kwn sendiri kerana aku terlalu menyayangi persahabatan ini..mmg kita mati sendiri..tiada siapa yg menemani kita tp selagi kita bernafas..selagi itulah kita perlukan kawan untuk merasai hidup ini yg kadang2 menyeksakan diri ini...tapi jika diberi peluang untuk berkawan lagi ..aku sedia utk berkwn ngn dia kerana aku masih sayangkan diri..bukan utk menyembah atau untuk berlutut di kakinya...tapi kerana erti sebuah persahabatan walaupun krisis ini sgt hebat...

thirdly...aku masih merasakan betapa kaburnye future aku..risau+gugup+gementar+nervous..ntahla..mcm2 ek....aku pon x phm nape idup aku ni still mcm ni..mmg aku sndiri yg mencorakkan idup aku mcm ni..aku kna ubah jgak hidup aku..takdir boleh ubah..tapi diri aku sndiri yg kna ubah..ngn keje yg mcm pukek..gaji aku yg ciput...tekanan dari keluarga..mcm2 la..sume terpaksa aku telan bak org kata pelan2 la..pas ni semua ok...mmg apa yg kita nak x cpt dtg bergolek utk kita..kt kna berusaha utk dptknnyer...now aku berkira-kira skrg tahan je keje ...kumpul duit utk degree..apply id course kat uitm s.a...blajar 2 tahun..aku hrp umi n abah restu idup aku walaupon aku x boleh mengharap duit family lg..itu amaran umi.."jgn mintak2 duit aku kalau kau dh further degree kat s.a..." : (

....noktah....aku menangis sendiri..paddan muka aku!!

HiP EvEnT FoR 2009 - YOUTH FEST '09

2009-01-03T10:12:00.006+08:00

hype everyone..
guyz..lama x update blog ni..huhu..but its ok..more important i want to promote all the young and fresh energetic people ( especially jaybeerean ) to come for this most happening event for this Jan 2009..( refer to the poster )...
everyone can get the free pass a.s.a.p and just log on http://www.youth09.com/ for better information.so, hurry up and don't forget to bring anything that show your passion likes fashion,sport,art..photography or anything that will share with each other on the event from 09th until 11th Jan at PWTC...This is the time that you will spread ur wings and get know new people with same inspiration..LOL!!so... see you there!!

gitu..2 la ayat2 promotion utk event yg that i can't wait for ( although i'm poor in english, but w.e. )..thanx to ariff because of him i dpt tau this event..walaupun i on duty on that day..but i nak off duty gak semata2 nak pegi this event..bkn slalu uols...kalau tgk event schedule nih.. a lot of interesting activities that will held on this day...futsal..foosball,photography comp.fashion event,battle of the band and etc..so uols...don't waste your time..cpt2 la register for the free pass..see you there!!!

see this event poster

YOUTH'09 Program Rundown

DAY 1 – 9th January 2009 (Friday)

Main Stage (Hall 2)
Community Hall (Hall 1 Mezzanine)
11.00am – 12.00am
Gua.com.my Press Conference
11.00am – 12.00pm
Asia Part Time Community Meetup
5.30pm – 6.30pm
Celebrity Secrets I Guest: Sari Yanti
12.00pm – 1.00pm
Photography & Meetup Session by myklang.com
6.30pm – 7.00pm
Celcom Activity TBC
1.00pm – 3.00pm
Dance Workshop by P.arts KDU
7.00pm – 8.00pm
Celebrity Secrets II TBC
3.00pm – 7.00pm
Murai - Celebrity Sessions (Celebrities TBC)
Stage B (Hall 1)
2.30pm – 5.00pm
Battle of the Bands Preliminary Round I
5.00pm – 5.30pm
Celcom Activity TBC
5.30pm – 9.30pm
Battle of the Bands Preliminary Round I

DAY 2 – 10th January 2009 (Saturday)

Main Stage (Hall 2)
Tun Dr.Ismail Hall
11.30am – 12.00pm
Popping Dance Workshop by SMASH
9.30am – 11.00am
Opening Ceremony 2nd National Youth Entrepreneur Convention
12.00pm – 2.00pm
Cosplay Competition presented by Comic Fiesta
11.00am – 7.00pm
2nd National Youth Entrepreneur Convention
2.00pm – 3.00pm
Celebrity Secrets III Guest: Ben Ibrahim
Community Hall (Hall 1 Mezzanine)
3.00pm – 3.30pm
Celcom Activity TBC
10.00am – 11.00am
YouthSays.com Bloggers Meetup
3.30pm – 4.00pm
Modern Fitness Capoiera Performance by Bantos
11.00am – 12.00pm
Copyright Law & Civil Law Talks presented by DramProjects
4.00pm – 4.30pm
Nu Jazz Dance Workshop by SMASH
12.00pm – 1.00pm
Photography Workshop by ShutterAsia
4.30pm – 5.30pm
Pole Dancing Workshop @ Modern Fitness by Viva Vertical
1.00pm – 2.00pm
YoYo Community Meetup and Workshop by Malaysian YoYo Club
5.30pm – 6.30pm
Jazzercise Performance @ Modern Fitness by Christina
2.00pm – 3.00pm
Youth’s Talent and Development Santai Session with Kapasitor
6.30pm – 7.00pm
Locking Dance Workshop by SMASH
3.00pm – 5.00pm
Open Mic : Question and Answer Session by Recom.org
7.00pm – 9.30pm
Indie Fashion Show by Bijou Bazaar
5.00pm – 6.00pm
Talks and Slideshow on Outdoor Activities by Raleigh International
Stage B (Hall 1)
6.00pm – 7.00pm
Open Mic Gig by Project OMG/Connect
11.30am – 2.00pm
Battle of the Bands Preliminary Round 2
7.00pm – 9.00pm
Murai Celebrity Sessions (Celebrities TBC)
2.00pm – 2.30pm
Celcom Activity TBC
2.30pm – 6.30pm
Battle of the Bands Preliminary Round 2
6.30pm – 9.30pm
Indie Band Gig by Bijou Bazaar

DAY 3 – 11th January 2009 (Sunday)

Main Stage (Hall 2)
Community Hall (Hall 1 Mezzanine)
11.30am – 2.00pm
Casio presents Extreme Street Dance Challenge Preliminary Round
10.00am – 12.00pm
Murai Celebrity Sessions (Celebrities TBC)
2.00pm – 2.30pm
Dance Workshop by SMASH Style: Breaking
12.00pm – 1.00pm
Meetup, Games & Activities with Satria Neo (count the baloons in a neo car, tyre changing race )
2.30pm – 3.30pm
Casio presents Extreme Street Dance Challenge Final Round
1.00pm – 2.00pm
Paintball Gallery and Tryout by Pentas Aksi
3.30pm – 4.00pm
Celcom Activity - TBC
2.00pm – 3.00pm
Muslim Youths Ice-Breaking and Meetup Sessions by Youth Muslims Project
4.00pm – 5.00pm
Modern Fitness Capoeira Workshop
3.00pm – 4.00pm
Murai Celebrity Sessions (Celebrities TBC)
5.00pm – 5.30pm
Modern Fitnesss Pole Dancing Performance
4.00pm – 6.00pm
Jobstreet Campus Recruitment
5.30pm – 6.30pm
Celebrity Secrets IV – TBC
6.00pm – 8.00pm
Gaming Talks and Showcase by Spot Gamers
6.30pm – 7.30pm
Closing Ceremony & Price Giving Winners of Battle of the Bands & Extreme Street Dance Challenge
7.30pm – 8.30pm
Dance Workshop by SMASH Style: Hip Hop
Stage B (Hall 1)
11.30am – 3.00pm
Battle of the Bands Semi Finals
3.00pm – 3.30pm
Celcom Activity TBC
3.30pm – 4.30pm
YoYo Performance by Malaysian YoYo Club
4.30pm – 6.30pm
Battle of the Bands Finals
7.30pm – 9.30pm
Fly.fm Campur Chart Performance by the Winner of Battle of the Bands, Love Me Butch, Yuna, Bunk Face

the visitor 2009

2009-01-01T11:27:00.003+08:00

hype

uols..dh new year dh kan..x sangka...

kejap je masa berlalu..

so ari ni i just nak wat entry visitor kat blog i yg x seberapa ni..

so pagi ni bila i tgk around 11 a.m..visitor 2 dh jadi 1000...yeah i suka uols

mesti uols kata i verangan..iyela baru 1000 visitor dh nk kecoh..

padahal biarla org nak ckp apa yg penting 4 2009 nih..itulah present utk i..

at least ada gak org singgah blog i walaupun entry yg i post kat blog ni ntah pape je..sigh*

so..i hope after this i berazam utk post entry yg org enjoy bile baca...bkn sakitkn hati org bile baca entry yg kita post....nak carut-carutkan blog org ke..nak kata kalau dh bodoh english 2..delete je la blog ko..gi mamposla super-beyotch...haha

okla...take care uols..supportla blog "there is no more love for me" yg fabulous ni..

daa

xoxo

love - fieqar -

single ladies spoof

2008-12-26T13:53:00.002+08:00

hype
tgkla spoof ni..
best tau

single ladies - shasha fierce

mcm nak mati mak tergelak

p/s:mak paling suka yg chubb 2 joget..cm 2 je nok mak pose...

gay..plu..homosexual..owch..!!

2008-12-19T12:55:00.005+08:00

hype..

for this entry ..i nak wat yg ala2 fact gitu..kira cm article la..just read this..

10 cara utk ibu bapa kenalpasti sama ada anak lelaki mereka gay.Ibu bapa sebenarnya tak perlu risau jika mereka mendapati anak mereka itu gay. Bukan nak cakap apa, anak-anak gay ini selalunya tidak akan berkahwin, dan mereka pula lebih bersedia untuk menjaga ibu dan bapa mereka dari menjadikan mereka tukang gaji tak berbayar (untuk menjaga cucu). Lagipun, kebanyakan anak-anak gay ini sopan budi bahasa dan tatatertibnya. Memandangkan anak-anak gay ni tak ada tanggungan anak bini, mereka selalunya akan memberi duit tanggungan serta tumpuan kasih sayang yang lebih kepada orang tuanya...

Berikut adalah tanda-tanda yang boleh diperhatikan oleh ibu-bapa untuk melihat jika anak lelaki mereka adalah gay atau sebaliknya:

1. Bila tiba masa kenduri-kendara, terutama kenduri kahwin, anak lelaki ini lebih senang menghias pelamin dan menggubah bunga telur daripada berpanas terik untuk menyiapkan khemah ataupun mengumpulkan kayu api seperti lelaki-lelaki lain. Kalau dia ada jugak di celah-celah lelaki tersebut, cuba perhatikan yang anak lelaki tersebut lebih banyak menghabiskan masa melihat lelaki-lelaki kampung tu, daripada mengangkat kerusi ataupun tiang khemah.

2. Bila nak tiba musim raya, bila tiba masa nak belikan kain kosong untuk buat baju melayu ataupun baju kebaya maknya, anak lelaki ni lebih selesa bercerita tentang fesyen kebarung terbaru dengan kain organza (hello, akaq-akaq jer tahu apa itu kain organza, occay!) dan lain-lain berkenaan dengan citarasa wanita, sedangkan si ayah hanya dibelikan kain kosong dari Kamdar aje.

3. Bila kadang-kadang terdengar perkataan-perkataan sesuatu dari mulut anak lelaki ini (terutama dalam telefon, bercakap dengan kawan-kawan, mungkin terpacul perkataan "mak" ketika dia membahasakan dirinya). Jadi para ibu, janganlah cepat perasan yang anak lelaki ni memanggil si ibu, itu cuma kata ganti nama pertama untuk anak lelakinya itu.

4. Anak lelaki ini akan mengatakan yang dia lebih mementingkan career dari segalanya - apabila ditanya bila nak kahwin sedangkan umur dia dah masuk 40 tahun. Ye lah, lelaki heteroseksual mana yang tak ada nafsu nak kahwin, ye tak?

5. Bila anak teruna ni silih berganti membawa pemuda-pemuda atau budak-budak lelaki ke rumah (balik kampung). Dan kalau diamati, mereka (kawan-kawan) yang dibawa bersama mempunyai ciri yang serupa - kulit yang gebu terjaga, dandanan rambut kemas, selipar/sandal yang serupa, baju yang agak sempit dan lengan yang agak pendek dan pertuturan yang sedikit serupa.

6. Anak lelaki teruna lebih senang bercerita tentang hiasan dalaman, salon kecantikan, tempat urut mengurut untuk lelaki... daripada bercerita tentang, pasukan bola sepak atau Liga Perdana Inggeris.

7. Kalau tengok TV, kalau ter"flick" channel yang ada perlawanan bola, dia cepat-cepat menengok rancangan lain seperti Nona.

8. Kalau balik ke kampung, perhatikan bag toiletries yang dibawanya bersama. Sudah pasti, terdapat pelbagai jenis tabung-tabung mekap dan pelbagai jenis alatan untuk dandanan. Paling pelik, kalau dikumpulkan semua tu, sudah tentu boleh membuka satu kaunter mekap.

9. Jenama-jenama barangan seperti DKNY, Ferragamo, Prada, lebih mudah mereka tuturkan berbanding dengan nama-nama anak saudara mereka sendiri.

10. Kalau sesekali balik ke kampung, tentu dia akan membawa "teman wanita" untuk mengaburi mata emak dan ayah. Tapi belum pun sempat nak duduk, dia telah membuka kata-kata bertanyakan siapa anak-anak bujang yang baru menyewa di sebelah rumah. Atau bertanyakan, anak bujang jiran yang sudah lama tak kelihatan.

this entry just nak bgtau yg kaum gay ini amatlah berlainan ngn kaum pondan ye..the reason is people always think gay and faggot are a same identity..gay bolehla coverina skit but if faggot dh boleh nmpk sebatu dari jalan..hehe

enjoy it..

xoxo

owh..!!wtf*..bitch..

2008-12-18T10:57:00.003+08:00

hype
babe...i'm really tired right now..u know i'm totally flat in front of PC..tired..ngantuk
oh..i'm forgot..i yg cari masalah sndiri..haha
always balik lmbt everyday
since friday last week..
aku yg gila
ngee..

looks..totally crazy -
12 Dec - celebrate bday Syazu..lepaking,karok,lepaking lg at SS..balik time...3.am
13 Dec - hang out..window shopping at Jusco..lepaking..sleep over at Heal palace..sleep time : 6 am
14 Dec - bangun lmbt..movie dvd..porn..hang out to City Square..meet the stranger,lepaking at mamak..balik time : 2 am
15 Dec - lepaking..find gay place..gosh..SS until 2 am
16 Dec - hang out with buddies at That's place...went to Danga Bay..chill out together like crazy..supper at Mamak..balik time : 4 am
17 Dec - meet with boom2 chi ke boom..miss him so much..movie time..antoo fighter...hang out with others at SS..until 4 am

so what do you think about my nightlife???
looks like "kupu-kupu mlm.."hikkss
anyway..although i'm tired..but really enjoy..
after this..i dont think i can hang out like that with each other
i'm really miss all of u..dude
L.O.V.E

word is power than sword

2008-12-16T13:31:00.005+08:00

hype
adledash had tagged me... thanx for the tagged!!!

1)Do you think you're hot?
nope..i'm really think i'm beautiful..don't hate me because i'm beautiful..beyotch!!

2)Upload your favourite picture of you!

3)Why do you like that picture?
actually pic ni snap time balik from intern..ptg2 smbil lepak..i get this cute pic..haha..guess what??time ni my age was 20yrs old..i takut my face looks older than my age..hehe

4)When was the last time you ate pizza?
at Heal house..after bngun pagi..lapar trus heat the pizza n trus ngap..before that ktrunk sleep over kat Heal house..

5)The last song you listened to?
Miss Independence by Ne-Yo..sukeq sgt...

6)What are you doing right now besides this?
actually i kat office..smbil wat CADD drawing..update blog..boss xda..this is the time..bile lagi..

7)What name would you prefer besides yours
elyana jasmay zayanah ibrahim...matila

tag :
1. mietronome
2.sayang sama mikaildzarif
3.translucentlyheal
4.popelyabitch
5.shieffa the designer

9)Number 3 is having a relationship with
her cashmere...btul x kak long??ngee

10)Say something about number 5
bile nak jumpa kak oi??hrp 1 jb..ngee..actually dia kwn Heal..but..she's so nicely!!ingt x kt mratah mcd time nak balik raya..hikkss

11)How about number 4
saya cinta sama dia..saya mau bunuh mereka yg always menyakitkan hati dia...saya rindu sama dia..kakak,jom gi club..ngee

12)Who is number 2
sahabat.kawan.rakan.cinta hati.sayang sama kamu..jgn nakal2 walaupun kamu panggil saya bohsia..hehe

If you weren't straight, which celebrity(s) of the same sex would you ask to date?

2008-12-13T10:32:00.003+08:00

hype..

i curikk this entry from meera..cmbest tau entry ni.so i mule la menaip..best2!!

ok..for the 1st...

"...if i'm weren't straight, which celebrity(s) of the same gender would i ask to date is :

CHUCK BASS - ( ed westwick )

actually i xnk ed westwick 2..tp i nak date ngn chuck bass..apakah maksudnyer ittew..haha..anyway x slh kan kt berangan..haha..ok the reason i nak kuar date ngn chuck ni bkn sbb i verangan serena or blair..but i mmg suka guys yg mcm chuck ni...dia sgt comey...actually dia sedikit naughty but dia punya attraction 2 buat i x reti nak duduk diam...what i'm know..if he likes someone dia akan wat apa cara perhaps that person suka kat dia gak..cm 2 la i nak guys yg ka outside 2 buat kat i...bkn mengharapkan balasan semata-mata..haha

if i dpt date ngn dia..i nak hang out kat Miami...my dream place..2 pun bkn sbb victoria secret wat show kat citu for this year...but because of the place so happening..club..bar..shopping..awesome..i boleh clubbing ngn chuck sepuas-puasnya..haha..pas 2 bleh mintak dia belikan i present..i nak jimmy choo ngn manolo blahnik cukupla...pas 2 top-to-toe i nak zac posen ngn it-bag giuseppe zanotti jadikla..hahapas 2 after crazy segala from morning until night..i nak dinner ngn dia kat tepi pantai until suddenly dia approach i.."would u be my sweetheart forever?"...matila baru knal trus couple segala..i cm pening2 trus teguk martinie pas 2 ala2 penin2 lalat i mintak check-in hotel nak rest..gitu..padahal dlm hati..cptla..i x sabar..haha..matila verangan gatal..( uols tau apa yg i fikirkan?..ngee)

when i wake up in the morning..dia buatkan i sarapan..he said.."i'm l.o.v.e u.."pas 2 i cm sedih2 i cakap i can't because i'm a man..haha..matila

2 je la i punya date yg i nak sgt..but uols jgn termuntah plak tau..i verangan je ni or erti kata lain ting-tong

p/s: tgh ngantuk sbnrnya ni time post this entry..hua hua

happy becoming burfday..babe!!

2008-12-11T18:16:00.007+08:00

hype

special this entry to upcoming burfday-gurlz

before i forget to wish u..

and now..for my lovely babe..!!

"happy becoming 20th birthday..syazwan"

"happy becoming 20th birthday..ariff"

may God bless u..

all the best for u...!!

always love my buddies!!

2008-12-11T18:12:00.005+08:00

hype

sayang sama kamu..

walau kamu masih lagi marah terhadap aku

aku tau

aku masih sayang sama kamu

xoxo

fieqar

cheers!!

2008-12-11T11:38:00.000+08:00

p/s: x sbr nak celebrate bday ariff n syazwan..cheers!!

JaYbeeREaN,CheCk ThiS oUT : ROOST JUICE BAR

2008-12-09T18:04:00.010+08:00

hype
to all JAyBeeReaN..yg tgh cari place nak hangout..chill out or gedik santai.
tapi x tau kat mana place yg sesuai..or kna ngn theme or to find something different yg old school..vintage
singgahla ke :

ROOST JUICE BAR

actually..entry ni i amik from blog dia...http://roostjuicebar.blogspot.com/ utk promote this shop yg cool sgt...rugi if uols x chill out kat cni..guys..check this out:

..."Bar since 2005 X'mas I'm located at pre-war shophouses along Jln Dohby, former 'ah Gua" street..now still yes maybe if u r kaki.. i deco my place rustic folksiness which is mesmerising...sourced furniture from the junkyard or galangguni.. i.m full of old junk smell..mordern not my friend..and never force new to be old..i love original looks too much.. My door unlock between 12pm - 4pm N 6pm - 12am.. sunday operate only 6pm - 12am. i don't served 'famous food n beautiful drink' in a nice plate or glass..i can only sell yummy food in traditional look, and nice juices in a "little bucket"..of course!! i do beer all time.. Act restrain is not allowed here. Yes! make yourself at home..i don care.. love to meet beautiful people like u.. i do play a little music which inspired by our coolest close friend..i knew you knew who are them... join me... "

*from Roost Juice Bar

so..apa lagi weekend ke or weekdays u guys bleh lepak-ing kat cni..i pon teruja sgt.ngee
time : Mon - sat 12:00Pm - 4PM
6PM - 12Am
Sun 6PM - 12AM

p/s:actualy this entry ni is just to promote this shop to become a popular place..not more than that..just free advertisement..hikss!!

where to find : 9 Jalan Dhoby,80000 Johor Bahru,Johor Malaysia.

INTERIOR DESIGN OR interior designer

2008-12-09T11:59:00.004+08:00

hype
song : 4 minutes
*gedik skit nak small font

interior design..apa 2??wah cam glamor je job ni?susah x course nih..nakla join this course..at 1st sight, i apply this course for the 1st time apply u.With my unsatisfied SPM qualification,i confident gak apply this cours..Finally, i get the interview.God bless me.A new world began at Sri Iskandar UITM.From that, i learn from tataw pape jadi tau pape..

"setakat hias2 dlm rumah ke apa ke,tu bukan interior designer, tapi 2 interior decorator.." kata lecturer aku

I remember that quote..hikss.I.D.er is not a glamorous job.Must be sensitive to
DESIGN,DETAILING,FURNISHING,CONSTRUCTION..bla..bla..barulah boleh dikatakan designer.One more that i find..to become a designer..some people mmg dh talented, gift from God..Lukis 1 stroke line pun dh kata talented, what are they design or create mmg dh nmpk dia ada talent.Design pun cantik menarik tertarik memang da-boom.But, who dont have that talent,must rajin ..berusaha..gitu.Time ni barula nmpk siapa yg high,medium n minor...time ni masing2 tunjuk hebat.. - masa ni time study la.

Now after dh abis final diploma..dh conco segala..masing2 dh bwk haluan masing2..balik hometown masing2..*gosh..i'm miss jb..wekks!!.follow up their future.For me..mcm ni la..thanks God cause i dpt work kat id firm nih..Thus, i want to tell you something from my side..

Refer to my friend..mostly they all lebih success kat KL 2 from me.i'm still here..no life..biasa je.takde beza dulu dan sekarang.T.H.E.M 3d makin gempak,sketches gile babi..bukan aku nak salahkan diri aku..but mmg aku salah..aku yg xnk explore sendiri..3D tu mata pencrian masing2 yg join ID.what are the client want from their dream design..designer needs to fulfilled their dream and visualised..kalaulah aku mmg dpt talent 3D 2..sng je nak wat freelance..gitu...that why aku ckp i'm not a talented person..touch of designer 2 x nmpk.MAybe aku x sensitif ngn surroundig aku..x bnyk wat research.Kena feel bila design something...Yeap..i'm not a sensitive person..although i'm hard to feel something..senang citer hot-tempered.gundah gulana

What i'm trying to say..ID x mcm job yg lain.Nama pun designer..A lot of to know..Aku malu nak pkai title "iNTERIOR DESIGNER" ni..sbb aku bkn lg designer.Experience pun x bnyk..aku nak tukar job aku jd INTERIOR LEARNER..sbb aku kna blajar bnyk lg knowledge..step by step..so aku boleh tau kat mana aku sebenarny...

Bila kita dh keje kat ID firm ni..kita boleh tau kita keje because of kepuasan or kebendaan..Means..if kepuasan people design with feel..spirit.design yg keluar boleh nmpk keikhlasannyer..bukan sbb memikirkan keuntungan semata-mata..people like our design..but, kalau kerana kebendaan or keuntungan semata..result of design keras..xda jiwa..and bnyk effect dia..sbb kita design secara terpaksa ..hanya fikir duit masuk je..
for me..i x tau where is my part..but aku keje sbb nak cari duit further study n gain experience..but,people plan first..tuhan yg menentukan..

So,this is my opinion..after i join this job..ID..huhu (3 years study + 2 month works )..rasanya x salah uk kita bgtau apa yg kita tahu utk kita share anything.so..ingt senang nk jd designer..haha

*wish me to be a great designer..one day..maybe..hikss

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2008-12-09T09:39:00.004+08:00

song : Pocket of Sunshine

hype entry kali ni based on apa yg aku alami sekarang.Pergolakan jiwa..gitu.Mungkin kedengaran agak klise , tapi biarlah.Luahan rasa.Aku teringat kat Amirul Dzarif.Dia x balik raya haji ni sbb praktikal kat Warner Music.Now dia kat KL..Aku x tau apa yg dia buat now.Tapi seriusly rindu kat dia...Rindu sgt2!!Bukan x cukup kwn kt sini (mmg x cukup pon )tapi entahla,rasa mcm lain sgt.smlm gi tgk movie.midnite.just Heal,K,Mie n Ammar.Aku jenis yg kalau hang out, suka jumpa ramai2 terus.baru rasa meriah.Tak selalu dpt jumpa diarunk nih..Sayang kawan2 aku..Tak ada sesiapa.Aku hanya ada umi, abah n kawan2..dpat bayangkan aku sorang2 je pas parents aku xda?Sesuatu yg harus aku redha dan kena lalui jugak.

Now, aku teringat apa yg Merulz tgh buat.X taula dia tgh high ke..stone ke (sorry merulz )aku ttp syg dia sgt2..Aku tau dia ada prob..but berat mata memandang,berat lagi bahu memikul.Aku xnak dia rasa sorang2 sgt.Rasa alone..Kenal merul dh lama sgt.DAh faham perasaan dia.Tapi dia still xnak bgtau apa problem dia sebenarnye.Maybe at one side,dia tgh berperang ngn perasaan dia..Aku doakan dia sgt2 dia sihat and wish for him successful..Sayang sgt semua..Aku xnak kehilangan kawan aku semua.Bukan aku takut, tapi aku x mau,xnak..Merul, take care of urself..u're in our mind..LOVE u..

FREELANCE JOB

2008-12-06T10:27:00.003+08:00

hype

wah..entry kali ni..all of the reason is because to add extra income..

iyela..bkn apa...apala nak diharapkan sgt kalau kerja mkn gaji nih..

so i ada idea la utk tmbh income ni..

huhu:

1st - mana2 shopping bloggerz i ingt nk jual product uols kat jb nih..bkn apa all the stuff yg u promote sgt stylo-mylo..so i ingt nk promote all of ur brand kat cni..x kisahla bper uols nk trade ngn i..nnt i contact u later k..i ingt nak wat 1 catalogue..so all the gugurlz kat jb ni order je..smpai kat umah sume siap i arrange kanla..kira i jd org tghla..gitu

2nd - i verangan nak wat cm bijou bazaar 2 kat jb gak,,but tatau kat mana..mana area yg bleh jual stuff dri kl 2..promote abis-abisanla..but kna crik share partner gak...mula2 kecil-kecilan..pas 2 bru jd besar(x slh utk angan2 ke)..n i rasa org yg sesuai utk jual stuff2 after office hour ialah MAI..ngee.mesti meriah gitu..2 nnt i discuss later..kna satu2 la..huhu

so..i nak start wat side income cm 2 la...

at least bleh cover duit study nnt..

wish me all th best,k

*i know u love me..ahaks

MiSS VaMpiRE

2008-12-04T09:49:00.008+08:00

hype

by da way, entry ni i cm nak feeling2 skit...gitu

i nak verangan ada special somebody in my life....

but the person is quite different from another person

VAMPIRE..haha ( tp bkn hantu siti sunshine tau )

i cm feeling2 if someone 2 vampire..mesti life cm adventure gittew

ialah sah2 vampire 2 cm thn nafsu hisap darah i although bau i kuat sgt..(bkn ketibus tau)ngee

pas 2 he's always protect me from anyone yg nak destroy my life..

org yg ejek2 i..org yg suka sakitkan hati i..haha

bestnyer...always kalau time tido dia ada kat sblh i teman i tido sbb dia x tido

hehe..seronoknyer..sambil peluk jd bantal busuk..dia temankan i tido..( matila )

pas 2 i gi keje ke dia hntr cm fly je gitu..like spider monkey..panjat2 building...

x pyh nak ikut jln jem..tunggu bus ke..naik teksi..always sharp smpai office

hehe..but i kna dtg awl2 la b4 sun rise..kalau x pecah lobs la bf i skin dia like a diamond..

dia x hancur kna light..but change to diamond skin..bahaya nnt sume org nak hunt bf i yg vampire 2...gitu

lg 1...although dia vampire..i ttp nk make love ngn dia..haha..biarla i kena gigit ngn dia
yg penting i can live together with him..hehe

best x?tp i xnk vampire melayu..i nak cm vampire yg sexy...cm ala2 Chris evans gitu

**matila

but..2 verangan je..mana adala...hehe..saje verangan..

but kna ingt..kt kna +ve,everything is not impossible..but jgn over konfiden plak..huhu

p/s: thanx to Heal..dpt gak tgk citer Twilight smlm..

i'm miss Amirul Safwan (*matila)

ouch..sakit nyah ko gigit aku cm 2..

MARI BELAJAR MENAIP

2008-11-28T15:54:00.003+08:00

hype..
bosan sbnrnye kat opis ni..
ntahla..lgla bertambah blurr aku ni..
btul ke aku keje id firm or..ntahla
so aku menaip la benda2 ni
feeling..
haha

1) bekas kekasih saya adalah
org yg x diketahui siapa itu bekas kekasih saya disebabkn sy tidaklah pula mempunyai kekasih bagaimanala pula saya ingin menerangkan siapakah itu bekas kekasih saya..ngee

2) saya sedang mendengar bunyi
keyboard diketuk oleh para designer bagi menyiapkan drawing CAD n sewaktu dgnnyer..

3) mungkin saya patut
mencari makanan di pantry bg mengisi perut yg kosong berbunyi minta diisi tapi tiadalah pula makanan itu kelihatan

4) saya suka belajar
belajar benda baru yg menambahkan bakat saya yg terpendam..contohnya menyolek ke..belajar 3d ke..haha..main muzik ke.yg boleh buat duit bakat itu

5) sahabat baik saya
adalah mereka yg boleh menerima saya seadanya..siapa saya..tahu perangai saya n sedia bertolak ansur dengan saya yg down-to-earth ni..

6) saya tak paham
knape masih ada org yg pelik dgn fizikal saya n setiap kali berjalan mereka akan memandang sambil mengeluarkan umpatan keji..*pondan..

7) saya kehilangan
semangat diri dan kehidupan saya yg begitu menggembirakan..entahla..sy yg gila kot..

8) ramai yg berkata
muka saya seperti elyana..tapi di manakah hakikat itu..matila...

9) makna nama saya ialah
ibarat pedang nabi..entahla..hentam je kot..

10) cinta tu adalah....
suatu benda yg x dpt dilihat,dirasa,didengar atau dihidu..haha(there is no more love for me )

11) di suatu tempat
saya keseorangan menanti kawan saya mengambil saya bagi membolehkan saya pergi berjimba dgn sepenuh hati..hehe

12) saya akan cuba
meneruskan hidup ini kerana hidup ini hebat, kita harus kuat

13) makna SELAMANYA ialah
berkekalan..tidak musnah..hoho..

14) henpon saya...
dapat secara percuma dari makcik saya walaupun dia x bagi saya amik gak..

15) saya paling meluat
perempuan bertudung baju ketat berbagai peluk2 ngn jntan naik motor tonggek...cam haramjadah

16) bila saya bangun dr tidur
saya tgk jam kul berapa..tido jap pas 2 terlambat pegi keje..sah2 x semayang subuh ek..

17) party adalah
its all about happening, screaming, fabulous with all the hunk men, virgin mary..loudly music with pondan tergedik2 cik cur tepi meja

18) haiwan yg paling cute
rimau sembrono

19) peringkat umo yg paling menyeronokkn
1 tahun..saya x pyh fikir susah2 psl life ni..waa

20) hari ini saya rasa sgt tension sbb
hari2 saya tension knapela hidup saya ni flat je..humble..ordinary..wtf

21) mlm ini saya akan cuba
berjimba dgn rakan2 sepuasnyer tanpa perlu memikirkan esok masih ada

22) saya btl2 inginkan
wang.. duit...harta...( money is everything )..i'm materialistic fonen

23) bila tgk muka kt cermin pg td
makin tua n berkedut..semakin kasar..jerawat banayak..oh tidak..aku sudah tua

24) shopping kompleks adalah
SG. WANG....suke2..

25) makanan segera biasanya
mCD, KFC , pizza hut..maggi..bnykla..sedap lg adala...laparla

26) ayat2 terakhir kata pd org...
motif nak tgk cicakman the movie..

27) nk pnjgkn tag ni?
x phm..mmg dh pnjg ke..or nak tambah soalan ntah pape je..huh

I LOVE GOSSIP GIRL...

2008-11-27T19:09:00.003+08:00

i don't believe it...bLURR

2008-11-27T15:25:00.004+08:00

hype

mcm x percayala..

still blurr..

hehe..

congratz to all my classmates..

muah

i'm miss all of u..

hype..sound scream..

2008-11-26T18:45:00.003+08:00

hype...
sound scream..apa tu??haha
actually dh abis konvo ni rasa lain tau
seyes blurr lg ni..btul ke dh abis konvo..
blank*wink*

tday bru dpt update blog..2 pon ntah pape..
ntahla..
i'm feel

KOSONG

SUNYI

FLAT

HUMBLE

xda klimaks dlm life ni..now la..at least b4 ni kt ada final exam..or at least bjumpa org bru..
now..sumenye flat je...kerja..masuk opis..menatap pc..wat keje..kna bebel..lunch..wat keje...balik umah..oh...wtf!!

no..no..dont phunk with my heart..

entahla

aku.di sini.menanti.siapalah aku.ini...oh..lalala..

p/s : sukala chris evans 2..ganteng bangat
i'm miss so much my little angelo..hikkss..

life so cool..

2008-11-26T12:59:00.003+08:00

hype
uols..since 2 weeks a lot of pressure..
survive for a life.nature.global warming..ngee
totally blur for my future..
still don't know what else to do for my life..!!
bloody virgin mary.
it's ok
life is a great, people shoud though..haha

p/s:yeye..dh konvo..tp cm xda perasaan

shit...sial..!! ( motif )

2008-11-12T13:01:00.002+08:00

hype..
ari ni tension siot..
gaji x masuk lg..
sial la ...eee..geramnyer
nape la idup aku cm ni...
baaaaaaabbbbbbbbbbbbiiiiiiiiiiissssssssssss!!!
hanjing ko ca ye nun alif gampang

CHILL OUT!!

2008-11-10T14:11:00.003+08:00

hype...
last week tgk citer ' coffin '..cm haram je..huhu..yg bestnyer sbb hero dia jek..2 pon sbb ammar yg minat..ngee ( thanks to ammar sbb blanja i )
nway..2-3 weeks ni btul2 though..makes me to think life is like a movie....so hypocrite..
by da way..what happens i kna survive gak..must go on..huh ( *sigh )

i love my life..
i love my buddies..
i love my parents..
so precious..

nu workplace,nu xperience!!

2008-11-08T12:38:00.004+08:00

hype..

mmg lama x update..xleh on9 kat umah..so on9 kat opis..

today..masuk 5 ari kat tmpt bru..mods design..i sukeq sbb opis best..canteq segala..

officemate pon best!!-mai, hafiz,kak fiza..eve..diarunk pon ok..yg best sbb dpt wat material board, detail drawing..benda2 yg involve ngn id la..nk compare ngn CTS 2..ntah pape je..haha..jahat ek aku..

but, today paling tension sbb gaji kna tahan..matila..apala nasib aku..hmmm...

wish me for a better life..*sigh...

tagged by KanDryXX

2008-10-29T12:37:00.008+08:00

hype..

i kna tagged by kandryxx..x taula btul ke x..xpala yg penting ada nama i gak..ngee..

dia kata.....5 people I want to Tag??

-Pinkgirl (suka tengok barang-barang yang uols jual)

-Pieka (iols suka hangout dengan uols!)

-Baby Vono a.k.a Heall (blog uols memang all out!...so..nah tambah entry lagik!)

-Jazmine (really love your style!)

-Nad (jawapan uols mesti melerts kann?)

p/s:matila walaupun nama ejaan x sama..pieka=fieqar..huhu

so, i dhla tgh bosan menghabiskan sisa ari2 terakhir kat CTS ni..maka i pon type la tag nih...

What were you doing 5 years ago?

time nih i bru je abis SPM..pas 2 kije kat Sushi King..dpt uitm..study ID course..bru abis diploma..kije kat CTS nih..cm 2 la..tp xda saving pon ...hukhuk..matila idop melarat..

What were the 5 things on you to do list today(28.10.2008)?

- siapkan keje sales ..ntah pape je

- balik cpt..i dh fed up ngn life i yg cm haramjadah

- smoking-sukeq2!!!

- scanning jejans

- tido...tido..tidoo

What are 5 snacks that you really enjoy?

- Snickers

- Mars

- Cadburry

- Roche..

- Snickers again..lalala

What are 5 jobs that you enjoy?

- waiter

- perfume promoter

- boutique promoter

- internship

- designer..( ya ke??? )

Who are 5 people that i want to meet?

- J.Lo

- Shasha fierce

- Zac Efron

- kak Ning

- my buddies..( eh dah lbih ni)

p/s: yg ni i saje tambah..huhu

TENSION!!uweekkk...

2008-10-29T09:46:00.003+08:00

hype..
stlah pnat bercuti DIWALI..ngee(smlm ponteng ye..)i mmg dh xda hati nak keje kat CTS ni..tgk muka ca ya nun aliff 2 lg la..huhu.now..kat opis i asyik on9 je..matila dia boleh detect sape yg x wat kije..huhu..gi la mampos!!

actually,dis week ni btul2 mncabar fikirn i..ngee..but,dpt hang out ngn ammar pon quite ok..dptla ktrunk mlyn shisha..huhuiyela..i btul2 stress..but biler nak fikir langsung x boleh..xnakla tenSION sgt..nnt i nmpk tua ( dh nmpk tua pon..rambut dhla bnyk gugur..haha)..now,i lgla mls nak jaga muka,pimple naik..bdn dh ntah ke mana..stp org mesti ada fasa ketidaktentuan dlm kitaran kecantikkan diri..haha

dgn kerenah si dia 2 yg ntah pape ntah..x phm bahasa agaknya aku ni xda kredit..pnatla nak mlyn sms jer..ko top-up kan la aku..x pun call ke..punya la kedekut..pas 2 nak ckp aku ni la..apa la..wtf!!ntahla..buang karan je aku ni pikir psl 2..(wah,matila luahan perasan)..

yg penting,i dh xnk beratkan fikiran..maybe ari ni last aku chow!!matila gaji aku bnyk kna tolak..utnag keliling pinggang..now, i nak release kan my mind..find a new spirit to start at new company..MODS DESIGN..thanks to Allah S.W.T give me a chance to make a new life..gittew!!ntahla..bnyk sgt prob aku ni..hmm

....hAppy dIwALi.....

2008-10-25T10:58:00.004+08:00

vanakkam..

hehe..

i want to wish..

HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL INDIANS...

P/S:cantik CT Rikoda skrg ek..hehe

XcHanGE NAmE??

2008-10-24T12:34:00.003+08:00

hype..

tgh2 on9..tetiba tbaca 1 article.."Beyonce want know as a new name"...

wah..tetiba pop singer 2 bertukar arah to use a new bold name..

..................SHASHA FIERCE........................

nama..very da akak2..mak suka..slamat x SHASHA HIGHWAY..ngee.dia tukar nama pon sbb album baru dia..I'am Shasha Fierce yg akan release on Nov 18.so,sape yg kipas-susah-mati Beyonce ni..jgn lupa tau bli album baru dia..jgn asyik download je kat Internet.

Cegahla cetak rompak,belilah yg original..hikkss!!

love u Shasha Highway..eh Shasha Fierce

Got Da Interview!!

2008-10-23T18:36:00.003+08:00

hype..

guys..lama x update blog..ngee!!miss all of u..

smlm gi interview kat new company..mods design kat area tmn. sutera utama...

1st of all..nk thanx bnyk2 kat HUMAIRA yg ssh payah tlg i dpt dis work..psl dia la promote me..ngee!!smlm pon interview ngn bos dia..MR.PATRICK..hehe..cuma...

1 yg i takut..takut x dpt resign je kat opis lama..tp xpa i x confirm lg..so notice 1 weeks je..doakan i dpt keje kat MoDs..so kalau xda pape..insya-Allah 1hb masuk tmpt bru..hehe

wish me all da best 4 my future..muah2!!

ThaNX So MucH To CuTE JuE!!

2008-10-22T12:39:00.006+08:00

hype..

ngee..malu ada..terharu pon ada..suke pon ada..

1stly..terima kasih bnyk2 kat cute jue sbb bg award kat blog saya yg x seberapa n syok sendiri ni...terharu sgt2 sbb u bg award tu..waa...nk nangis rasanyer..iyela dhla blog ni x keruan tujuan n matlamat nyer..wah melalut katanyer..tp xpa at least kt boleh upgrade kan blog as medium for good communication..ngeee

dh x mau bebel bnyk2..maka sy juga ingin give:

......THE BEST BLOG AWARD...........

rules for this award :

1.bagi just kat org yg gila2 or best !

2.bagi kat 5org saja

3.link org yg terima award ni

4.sesiapa dpt awrd ni wajib wat posting kat blog diee,

5.bgtau kpd pemenang !

and lovely dedicated to:

1. teddytalez

2. translucentlyheall

3. elyapopartbitch

4. ammarEMo..ngeee

5. kandryxx

thanx again..regards...fieqar

MOTIVASI DIRI

2008-10-22T12:23:00.001+08:00

hype..

uolss..lama x dgr citer..ngee..ni pon post blog curik2!!i dh kantoi yek on9 kt opis..siap kna marah lg...matila..malunyer meks..mkn ati la x konfirm lg..gaji dhla bnyk kna deduct..waa apala malang idup aku..but its ok..sume yg baik dtg dari Allah..yg buruk dtg dari fieqarfatamorganathereisnomoreloveforme...ngeeee..

since 2 days ni bnyk btul dugaan..i pon x tau nape..hukhuk!!sedih tul..tp xpa maybe i ni careless n x serius..my mom pon kata i ni childish..verangan muda..iyela i xn nmpk tua..vley cam 2..so i decided tarik nafas dlm2..tenangkan fikiran..i rasa bnyk btul silap i dh lakukan..i harap i can learn from past..

tp xpala..i harus berhati2 pas ni..i pon dh mls nak kenang2..nak bercerita kat blog ni..org pon suka baca citer yg x best2..i harap i akan berubah utk kepentingan i ngn manusia di sekeliling yg i syg..( p/s: i tau ramai sygkan i..tp i je yg rasa lbih baik i mati drpd idup kat dunia ni..ngeee)

specially dedicated to :

- Mummy P.A.

- Fieda

- Kak Sri

- Ammar

- Umi

saya syg sama kamu..muahhhhh!!

mOTIF???

2008-10-20T13:10:00.000+08:00

lala..motif tgn yg sblh 2???huhu..

bgla komen uols..ngee2x!!

HaPPy 21th BiRtHdAy To KS..

2008-10-20T12:41:00.005+08:00

hype...

wah..this month I've special birthday wish to my special buddies..
first..last day to Heal..now on 20th Oct nih...special dedicated to Khairul Syaphc..

sukanye dia bler dpt birthday cake!!

so on his birthday..spt biasa i nak nyanyikan lagu utk dia walaupun suara i x sedap..

...Happy Birthday to you..

...Happy Birthday to Khairul Syafiq Jamary

..Happy Birthday to you..( nyanyi style Mariah Carey )

hehe..dh besar dh yek..21 yrs old means u dh dpt kunci kebebasan..but x bermakna boleh wat seks bebas..oopss..yg penting dh besar2 ni...i doakan semoga cita2 u tercapai n blaja sungguh..frenship 4 eva...muah2..

p/s: i xda present..ni bolehla..

i pun x tau apa benda nih..hehe

p/s:ammar nye entry psl bday KS lg best..hehe..tp i ikhlas k post entry ni sbb i syg KS..!!muah2!!

UOLS..!!

2008-10-17T12:18:00.006+08:00

hype..

mm..uols pnah x rasa yg uols x da privacy misalnye kalau kat opis org tgk uols wat wotk or do something mesti org want to know what are u doing..hehe..biasala ramai yg kepoh kan..so i ada idea..cubala try like pic kat bwh ni..huhu...cheers..!!

ni kalau uols xnk keyboard uols kotor or daki2 masuk kat citu..n bg sape yg tgn tkut melecet..pun ok gak ar..huhu

ni bg dey'ols yg suka tgk semunyi2 la..mcm xnk kantoi ngn sesape..tp notebook korunk slmt gak..xdala kna pijak ngn roomate uols ke..hehe

mmm..no komen.. i xnk panas..

daa...

portfolio work 1

2008-10-17T09:57:00.019+08:00

hype...
entry ni just nak promote my work je since i keje kat CTS ni..but i x prefer nk jadikan portfolio sbb ni just guna Sketch-up,because nowadays, bnyk firm lbih prefer utk 3d yg real cm 3D max, Intericad, Rhino ke..i pon xtau la biler i boleh apply that stuff..i pon x blaja lg..bnykla i x tau..sedihla..huhu

proposed a new design for M-Cherrist beauty saloon

proposed a new design for Altitude Official Headquarter

hehe..but i hrp i dpt jd designer yg serba boleh..gitula..i'm wish utk blaja 3D yg lg cm best..sape bleh tlg ajarkan?plzzz...

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY,TRANSLUCENTLYHEALL!!

2008-10-17T09:28:00.004+08:00

hype...

see again in mine blog yg ntah pape ni...x kisahla yg penting i bebas untk suarakan pendapat..kt kan negara demokrasi..gittew..

okla...entry utk ari ni sgt special sbb i nak dedicate to my lovely buddies for ever....

MOHD HILMAN IZDUAN BIN ZAINAL

nak nyanyi dulu..

Allah selamatkan kamu,

Allah selamatkan HILMAN IZDUAN,

Allah selamatkan kamu...

oooo ( nyanyi stail Pavarotti, : )

by the way..dh besar dh kwn aku ni..x sangka umur makin naik..but kt still maintain muda..gitula..perasaan jek..jgn ssh2 walaupun ada tekanan..just senyum n tampilkan jiwa yg sentiasa muda..hehe.iyela mmg la skrg mcm2 benda yg boleh stress kan kita..but kita x boleh tension sgt..nnt nmpk tua..mcm aku..huhu

okla..i xnk bnyk merepek but i nak citer skit ttg my lovely buddies ni..jeng jeng..

- nama sebenar dia ..Mohd Hilman Izduan bin Zainal

- lahir pada 17th Oct. 1987, HSA,JB

- no ic dia 871017 - 01 - ......hehe

- 1st time knal ngn dia pd tahun 2000 iaitu masa ujung tahun form 1..masa 2 dia 1 gigih

- kami bersekolah sama2. Maktab Sultan Abu Bakar ( 2000-2005 )

- pernah masuk Form 6 kejap, pas 2 kuar sbb i dpt uitm dia dpt uia..huhu

- ahli Persatuan Pancaragam MSAB..awww..main clarinet..the great clarineters

- Form 4 in aliran Sains Kejuruteraan..huhu penat menjijit beg hitam bodo 2..

- slalu bertengkar ngn dia..gadohla apala..tp 2 dlu..skrg ktrunk more to patient..huhu

- suka ada bwg dlm masakan..hehe

- sgt suka kpd brandes stuff esp. LV, Dior, Salvatore Ferragamo

- pnah masuk pertandingan masak kat SETA..

- fan Charmed..watak dia Phoebe Halliwel

- his family ada kedai sup tulang the best in town - Restoran ZZ..( sukeq mkn kat citu,,dpt free je )

- masa skola slalu scanning sama2..esp. bdak2 hoki ke or bdak PKBM laut ke..sori nok...

- tuisyen sama2..gado sama2...naik bus sama2 (form 3)..mcm2 la..

- n bnyk lg..sume 2 ttp i ingt..

2 la serba sedikit psl my buddies ni..i pon x sangka dh lama rupanya kami knal n i berdoa sgt semoga our relationship ni until die n i syg sgt2 kat kamu..so..on your birthday, i doakan Allah panjangkn umur dan dimurahkan rezeki dan semoga tercapai segala cita-cita.Amin..

jgn malu2 nak terima this present..hehe..daaa..love you!!

hype!!

2008-10-16T13:33:00.003+08:00

new update profile..ok x???

hehe..

enjoy la ye

job appliance...job resume...new job..bla..bla bla...

2008-10-16T10:49:00.006+08:00

hype...

dh decide..
dlm ati nak cari keje lain..x sanggup pon ada..x larat pon ada..tp kalau ikutkan mcm dh x kuasa nak keje kat CTS ni..iyela maybe sb aku ni x reti nak survive kot...lg 1 aku x berapa baik ngn Senior aku 2..Ca ye nun aliff...maybe aku x ngam ngn dia..iyela perangai dia je wat sakit ati..tp aku nk keje lain payah plak pindah sana pindah sini..keje x tetap..padahal nak keje jap je before masuk degree..tgkla mcm mana kalau aku x confirm lg bulan depan..aku undurkan dirila..nak kata aku x wat keje..dh berlambak projek aku pegang..aku pon x tau kat mana slack aku..walaupon bos x penah marah or wht..( maybe blum lg kot..)tp satu benda yg aku x suke kije kat CTS( klik sini - http://www.ctsofficesystem.com.my/ ) ni stlh 3 bulan kije...iyela..

a) gaji lmbt kuar..HD lembab wat kije..dh la gemuk
b) jauh ar JJ ni..tambang dhla naik..bus lembab
c) xda transport..nak pkai skuter..lesen xda..kete jgn ckp ar..lgla xda..(miskin)
d) kalau kna OT, xda transport gak..mlm bus dh xda..dhla bus susah kat area umah aku..bodo
e) ca ye nun aliff tu x ngam ngn aku..dia cm bagus..mentang2 aku pondan
f) bnyk sgt kna potong gaji..lmbt 3 minit potong RM10..x ke sial namanyer 2..
g) suka buang org kije x tentu psl..lahanat ko..

tp yg aku suke kat CTS ni iyela :
a) staff best ar..Kak Reen,Ieza,sheila, maya..
b) ca ye nun aliff 2 walaupon cm baguih..tp x lokek ilmu..huhu

so..aku x tau lg cmner..tp bkn skrg nak benti..
aku pon tgh pikir aku nak wat side income gak la..gaji aku x cukup ..tp ammar bgtau ko ni hrp je dok ngn family tp ttp x cukup..bkn nyer ada byr apa..aku pon x phm la..maybe sbb aku boros..pdhal save utk duit tmbng je gaji..umi x mintak pon duit aku..argghhh..!!
serius aku kna bnyk fikir mcm mana nak save budget..at least utk saving blajar nnt...aku ni mcm x learn from past..

plz..plzzz....aku kna berubah dmi utk kebaikan.. ( perangai je bkn figure..haha )

thanx dear...

2008-10-16T10:47:00.002+08:00

hype...

"....gudmorning ali.hopefully today will be better then yesterday..k..take care!......"

thanx humaira..miss u...i hope so..wish me,,

aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgggggghhhhhh

2008-10-16T10:46:00.001+08:00

arrrgggghhh...tensionyer..naperla idup aku, nasib aku mcm ni..huhu

ME SUKE DIA....!!!

2008-10-10T12:23:00.005+08:00

hype..

hehe..x tau nak tulis apa..ltk jer GG wallpaper 2..

x kisahla nk ckp apa..i sukeq!!!

suka kat Chuck..hehe

daaa

new style 'n' old style

2008-10-09T15:39:00.013+08:00

hype..

ok kali ni i nak feeling2 ala2 fashion writter plak..nk bercerita ttg fashion style n fashion statement..matila aku pas ni kna rejam vehangan katanyer..otherwise i nak kongsi knowledge ngn uols..itupun kalau uols sudi..i kan humble..hikhik..ok kali ni kita bercerita ttg icon whether today or old days..pernah dgr x Greta Garbo..Audrey Hepburn,Mia Farrow,Marlene Dietrich,Coco Chanel..they all yg memberi inspirasi kpd young talented designer utk berinspiration to design a new fashion item..huhu..refer to this pic:

knal x uols??huhu..ni la Charlotte Rampling..x knal xpa..but she is sultry maiden that plays the part well. She's know how to play well with their looks..sleek n attitude..so she's become a icon for runaway hari ni..dgn style yg sungguh sophisicated..so enjoyla..!!hehe

daaaa

i love Blackberry..

2008-10-09T15:00:00.009+08:00

hype..

skrg ni..dh lama btul x update blog..(padahal post ari yg sama sumer nih..)bkn apa..nak update pun kat opis je...itupon kalau senior xda dptla tulis entry baru..pas 2 time nak update 2 la x dpt idea..pe benda nk tulis..blurr..kekadang seronok baca blog yg lelain..nak gak ada inspiration cm 2..tp ntahla blom lg kot..maybe kalau dh ada laptop sendiri ke...senang x yah nak curik2 update kat opis nih..seksa gak..2 la sape soh jual PC ari 2..hukhuk..kan dh susah..kalau x bli broadband je kat mana2 pon boleh cucuk..cm 2 je skrg kan..advance la katakan..tapi xpa sume 2 membakar sgt utk 'work hard for a greater life.." vley??Amin..

tgh2 survey info kat Internet..(gitula) terjumpala satu artikel psl this gadjet..quite interesting la..baca punya baca barula dpt tahu..

ha..cm 2 je i iklankan this item..haha..matila ketandusan idea..tp xpa at least i dpt tau dgn kecanggihan teknologi cm ni..kt bleh apply in our life..huhu..okla xnk buang masa..baik i perkenalkan-------

BLACKBERRY

ha..jgn x tau ni la PDA yg dikatakan bleh kalahkan I-phone..xtaula knape kan..yg penting dgn hanya berukuran 4.4 by 2.4 by 0.55 inches and weighing in at about 5.5 ounces, this phone so sleek n bnyk function boleh digunakan.slalunya PDA for the camera..quality kureng skit kan..but 4 blackberry..superb ye uols...so xda problem utk yg camwhore vehangan lebey2..hiks!!by da way utk function yg lain..i x berapa pasti..tp yg penting sume yg u impikan adala dlm PDA ni..i jek x reti nk citer pape lg..utk keterangan lanjut..singgahla ke kedai hp berhampiran anda..huhu..matila entry kna carut..

okla..i wish utk dpt PDA yg best cm ni..hEALL>..cptla fikir nk bli fon apa..huhu

yeah!! WOMANIZER..!!

2008-10-09T14:46:00.004+08:00

HYPE..!!

lama x update blog ni..2 je la modalnyer...smpaikan segan ngn blog2 kwn yg lain..sume ada idea utk bercerita yg best2 kat blog memasing2..xpa..kt jgn mudah putus asa..buat masa ni.update je la entry yg cm best..tp best kot sbb nk tgk sgt video clip 'WOMANISER' nih..sbb cm best gak..iyela Britney "Tombak" dh dpt semula sinar kepopularitian dia..hehe..amik ko..pape pon gd luck kat Britney sbb dia comeback ngn new image..bdn pon dh curvy..dh xda terlebey-lebey..huhu..at least fan dia dh percaya yg dia dh ok..kalau x matila anak dia jadi mangsa..apala Kevin 2..ntah pape je..sape nak jadi calon hubby baru Britney??huhu..

p/s:sape dh dpt clip "Womanizer" 2...share la ngn saya..umah sy xda Astro..huk huk..!!

daaa....

REEDITADO

2008-10-09T14:09:00.007+08:00

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

What's wrong with me?

Why do I feel like this?

I'm going crazy now

No more gas in the rig

Can't even get it started

Nothing heard, nothing said

Can't even speak about it

All my life on my head

Don't want to think about it

Feels like I'm going insane

Yeah

It's a thief in the night

To come and grab you

It can creep up inside you

And consume you

A disease of the mind

It can control you

It's too close for comfort

[Chorus]

Throw on your break lights

We're in the city of wonder

Ain't gonna play nice

Watch out, you might just go under

Better think twice

Your train of thought will be altered

So if you must faulter be wise

Your mind is in disturbia

It's like the darkness is the light

Disturbia

Am I scaring you tonight

Your mind is in disturbia

Ain't used to what you like

Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Faded pictures on the wall

It's like they talkin' to me

Disconnectin' your call

Your phone don't even ring

I gotta get out

Or figure this shit out

It's too close for comfort

It's a thief in the night

To come and grab you

It can creep up inside you

And consume you

A disease of the mind

It can control you

I feel like a monster

[Chorus]

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Release me from this curse

I've been trying to maintain

But I'm struggling

You can't go, go, go

I think I'm going to oh, oh, oh

[Chorus]

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

p/s:motif ltk lirik ni kat blog??sajork full kan entry..haha..

xoxo - i miss u..!!

2008-10-09T13:59:00.005+08:00

hello upper east siders...!!
hehe...welcome back..stlh penat berhari raya..tibalah masa untuk kita enjoy dgn season 2 Gossip Girl...oh-my-gosh..i miss Serena, Queen B Warlfdrof..oh-so-gorgeous Nate Archibald..Chuck..hehe cute tp nakal.. n so gentlement Dane Humprey...last but not least new drama queen...Jenny..!!muah 2 muah 2

by da way..i x tgk pon season baru ni...lagi..last i tgk season 1 ep.18..huhu..kolot x i..tp xpa..sbb i suka sgt citer ni..teringin ye..tp x mungkin dpt jd mcm ni..(maybe 1 day..ahaks)..tp xpala..but i'll try utk tgk citer ni gak..sukeq!!

p/s:heal..nnt nk download ngn ko ek..huhu

- SeLaMaT HaRi RaYa AiDiLfITrI -

2008-09-30T08:21:00.004+08:00

hype..
jumpa lg dlm post before raya ni..
so alhamdullilah puasa tahun ni pon penuh...walaupun agak penat sedikit..tapi itu x menjadi halangan untuk menyambut lebaran yg mulia..kepada mereka yg membuat persiapan, berpada-padalah agar tidak membazir..cuma raya kali ni disambut sederhana je memandangkan umi baru lepas operation mata..

nway

minal aidil walfaizin..

jumpa lagi...

- RaMbUt MaHkOTa SetiAp InSaN -

2008-09-25T13:16:00.006+08:00

hype..!!

kali ni sy nk citer about something happen to me in a few weeks..risaula jugak sbb this happen suddenly..dh la me love mine hair..huhu..nway cter ni cmni..

....last 3 weeks..haha(bru skunk nk cter)..Heal n me gi saloon kat mana ntah (area Gombak)..i'm just cuci rambut je sbb kepala rasa berat sgt..peningla adoi..Heal warnakan rmbut..so cuci punya cuci si Amoi tu bgtaula yg masa shampoo rmbut nih..bnyk rambut gugur..so dia advice i kna wat treatment for my hair..so quite shock ngn statement dia la..

Amoi : u punya rambut bnyk gugurla..masa i shampoo rambut u..bnyk yg gugur..bnyk takut woo

Me : oh ye ke?huhu..2 la i pon xtau ma..so mcm mana ek amoi

Amoi : ye lorr..u kna pkai dis shampoo ( sambil tunjuk shampoo 2 )

Me : mm..( smbil tersengih )

so i pon dh mula risau ngn that situation..mesti kna cari solution supaya rmbut i x bnyk gugur...satunya i kna tukar shampoo..my friend bg advice la..btul gak..because of that i dh lama sgt pkai shampoo Loreal yg pink 2..sukeq that shampoo sbb wangi n warna pink..knala cari shampoo yg lain..nk kata warna rambut..x warna..entahla..

lg 1..yg perasaan rambut i mcm makin skit..dh la lmbt panjang..matila kalau i rmbut botak nnt..harus kna pkai wig sntiasa..n i paling takut jadi my hair jadi b***k.. (arghh.jgnla jd mcm 2..)..plzz..i berdoa sgt2 x jd mcm 2...hukhuk...

p/s: haruskah i gunakan this product for my hair treatment..matila..

JoM BeRbUkA PuAsA!!!

2008-09-25T12:50:00.002+08:00

*entry ni dipost lg skali sbb ada yg bgtau,nape nama dia xda..hello!!i bkn jnis lupakan org n i dh mention sape nak join bg nama..ada i ckp nama yg ditulis, 2 je boleh join that berbuka puasa?2 pon ada yg x confirm nak pegi n Cik Sal dh dahulukan duit nyer lg..okie..

Venue: LC Catering buffet,Danga Bay
Date : 27th Sept. 2008
Time : 5.30p.m - untill nite!!

hype.. lama x update blog nih..mmg lama pon..bkn apa kalau update pon ada ke org nak baca although i suka baca blog org..nway..wat evala yg penting i dh ada blog sndiri n make my own entry.. so refer to the title..i'm decide to bgtau sape ex-band ec or ex-ec yg berminat utk join this event.. please bgtau organizer..Cik Sal at 0127827076 or me 0127455596.. the important thing..i hope sgt2 diva2 yg kat shah alam..uia,limkokwing,mmu,kandryxx,teddytalez..or junior2 yg nak join..hope sgt korunk dpt join this event..waalupun Cik Sal yg plan this event..tapi2 hope ramai2 dpt gathering sesama yek.. plzz....luangkan masa korunk.. masa kita bersama sgt terhad..so hrp sgt sume dpt join..k papehal we'ols bgtau yek t.c. xoxo

p/s:i hope sgt uols dpt join:
- naguib@chicken@ayam
-farhat
-naufal
-ammar
-translucentlyheall
-syaphc
-mie
-pelacur kelas atasan
-si bintang lucah
-crystal swarvoski
-kandryxx
-teddytalez
-irishfida
-deeloma
-dekhairynuar
-que
-sape2 yg berminat..plzz2!!

best/worst dress at Emmy Awards 2008

2008-09-24T12:53:00.022+08:00

hype..
bertemu lagi kita dalam entry yg terbaru nih..mmm..tgh2 bosan kat opis ni masa lunch sbb x bley rehat..jari pon menaip apa yg nak ditulis utk entry ari ni..okla..tanpa membuang masa lets direct to the point..kali ni saya nak bercerita psl "the best and worst dress" yg dipakai oleh celebrity masa kat emmy Award 2008..just utk bg opinion witch one yg ok or x ok w'pon sy x da basic fashion just refer to our sense ikut peredaran zaman..chewah..okla..cuba tgk di bwh ni..

Kathy Griffin – Worst - dress hijau lumut ni membuatkan dia nmpk older dan lilitan kain di bawah 2 lgla nmpk dia cm terdesak utk nmpk glamor kat karpet merah

Christina Applegate – Best - Looked great dalam dress biru Reem Acra ni..nmpk dia sgt versatile..i love the red lip..so daring..

Marcia Cross – Worst - nmpk terlalu sarat ngn emboidery yg memberatkan penampilan beliau yg dh sememangnyer jelita..but warna yg dipilih sgt sesuai dgn kulit Marcia..suka warna rambut dia..dress-Ellie Saab

Tina Fey – Best - oh gosh..dress dark purple David Meister ni membuatkan Tina Fey nmpk so voluptuos,nmpk elegan dengan subang dan gelang yg simple utk ke carpet merah..Best choice..!!

Alyssa Milano - oh tidak Phoebe..dh knape ngn ko..ko ingt ko nak berlakon opera..haha.mmg dia sexy tp sebab dress putih ni..nmpk Alyssa tua dri usia sbnr n x nmpk stunning biler kat karpet merah

Felicity Huffman – Best - Looked GOR-GEOUS! The hair, the dress, everything was PERFECT!

Cynthia Nixon – Best - she looks so fresh and stunning ngn dress hijau cair rekaan Calvin Klein nih..so Sex & The City

Vanessa Williams – Worst - ex-Miss Universe ni nmpk mcm dh exhausted sgt nak berfesyen..dress Kevan Hall ni cantik but ada yg x kena ngn body Vanessa..huhu

Jennifer Love Hewitt – Best - Dress Carolina Herera ni walaupun nmpk sedikit eksotik..tp terletak cantik kat badan Jen yg dh sememangnya petite..sukeq

Olivia Wilde – Best - Suka sgt dress Reem Acra ni..so bold and elegant ngn gliterring puff sleeves..mcm ni barula nmpk confidence nk gi carpet merah..hikss.

Eva Longoria - Best -dia mmg x perlu dipertikaikan kalau kat carpet merah..tau mcm mana nak tarik attraction people biler kat carpet merah..huhu-dress Marchesa.

So..2 je la komen i ttg baju diarunk masa kat Emmy ari 2..masa i pegi 2 i pakai dress Rizalman jek yg Sex & the City 2 collection jek mcm kat bwh ni..hukhuk..

cantik x i???hehe..bye..xoxo